𝐀 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑻𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒗𝒆

Gojo POV

Standing outside of her school was painful. All I wanted to do was open up these gates and beg for her forgiveness, but I couldn't. I had to wait for her. Even though it was difficult, I needed to be patient. This was the least she deserved after all I had done to her.

But I wanted to be selfish. I needed to see her; she was like that single breath I needed before going underwater. (Y/N) was supposed to be my everything, and yet I let her down. I was so used to playing games with girls' hearts that I forgot that she wasn't just any other girl. I really messed up.

After (Y/N) has left the restaurant with her brother, Geto. I paid for our meal as the waitress pushed in her boobs, hoping I would glance their way. But I didn't want to look; I felt empty without her by my side. And I couldn't even complain because I had done this to myself.

"Call me" the waitress gave me a flirtatious smile with a smirk, but I shook my head. Handing her back the piece of paper, "I don't want to be a fuckboy anymore." I mumbled as I stepped out into the cold night.

When I arrived back at my room, someone was already waiting for me. Geto stood in the corner of my room. I just knew I was gonna get shouted out, but surprisingly, he didn't attack me as soon as I closed the door. He let out a sigh as I took off my coat and sat on my bed. "You really fucked up, Gojo," those were his first words, and he didn't need to tell me. I knew it all already.

"She dreamed of meeting her soulmate all the time." He spoke as I watched my feet desperately wanting to run to her. Glancing up at Geto with a smirk, "so she dreamed of meeting me?" I spoke with amusement before getting hit in the head. Rubbing the place that hurt, I deserved that.

"You just hurt here. I don't think she's having happy thoughts about you anymore," Geto said through gritted teeth, and I knew he wanted to beat me up for his sister's sake, but I was also his best friend. And I was stronger. However, if he chooses to hit me. I would let him; I could not defend.

"I thought you could change for her. Your soulmate. But I was wrong," Geto muttered as he took a seat next to me. My eyes watched him as his eyes showed exactly how he felt. I was confused because it seemed as if he felt guilty about what happened. "It's not your fault. It's mine, and I'll make sure to get her back." I said as another sigh escaped Geto.

"When we were growing up, our parents showed just how much they loved me with the new clothes, technology and their attention" he paused, unsure of whether to tell me this or not. "We are the same age yet; she always got my leftovers. (Y/N) had to share everything while I didn't. I got all the attention while she got crumbs." My heart aches for baby (Y/N) as she grew up with being second place to their parents. And I knew the reason why. It was because she was born a female.

Some parents understood that males and females should be treated equally, while others did not.

"(Y/N) thought once she got a soulmate that they would be her own. She wouldn't have to share." My heart once again felt like it had been shot by Geto. Each word he spoke felt like another bullet had gone through my heart.

"But you have failed" Geto stood up and began to move towards the door, but I couldn't let it end like this. Swiftly, I stepped in front of him. "I don't wanna lose her" I stared into his eyes as he shook his head.

"It's too late now," he said as he tried to get around me. How could he be so cruel? He knew what would happen if she rejects the bond.

"I promise I will change. I won't lose her, not to another person or death itself"

After I made that promise to Geto, I began planning on how to get (Y/N) to forgive me, but this is how far I got. If she doesn't let me in, then I won't force her to. I don't want to cause her any more pain.

Suddenly, I felt an intense pain in my heart, causing me to fall to my knees. What is this? I've never felt this much pain before. My eyes scanned the area, searching for her, but she was nowhere. Where is she? Something happened.

Then I spotted her friend; I think her name was Rio. She was running towards me, and my whole body tensed up. My hands gripped the gate tightly as Rio quickly reached me. "She needs you", she spoke in between breaths. I didn't need to think about anything else as the flowers I had brought fell to the ground with her favourite snack.

Rio began running again, and I immediately followed after her. Making sure I wasn't too far behind. She needed me, and I would be there for her. "What happened?" I urgently asked as I turned to look at the girl. "She just collapsed while we were training and told me to get you."

Did she try and reject it? Or maybe we had been too distant that the bond automatically thought she was rejecting.

We both ran, neither of us slowing down until we arrived at the gym, where I focused on the figure who laid on the ground peacefully. (Y/N). My legs pushed me to get to her faster as I slide onto my knees beside her. My thoughts ran wild with worry as I made sure she was still breathing.

"Gojo", her eyes opened barely as she called out my name. A soft smile made its way to my face as I looked into those beautiful eyes of hers. "I won't let you die, I made a promise, and I was gonna keep it," I said to her as I saw her eyes begin to close. I didn't know what to do, but I did at the same time. It was like our soulmate bond was telling me what to do. My face leaned in close before gently resting my lips above hers.

I knew she was gonna be angry when she woke up, but this was the only way. My lips inched closer to hers. I felt her soft lips against mine. This was our first kiss; I just wish it could have been in a better situation than this.

I pulled back once the pain inside me disappeared. Her eyes closed, and I left a small kiss on her forehead before lifting her up in my arms. Rio looked at her friend with worry. I was happy that (Y/N) had such a caring friend.

"She'll be fine now."