FRANK DELLEROS
I don't want you to wake up and forget about me, but you have to. These voice again, a little clearer now.
As Frank parks his car in front of my house, he held my hand and bring it to his lips. Puts three little kisses, and my heart melts. These gestures that knocks me off my feet every time. Although thinking he's a little difficult to understand sometimes, I still think I made the right choice of kissing him that night 3 years ago when he walked me home, at this very spot, saying that we will be together, forever.
"Thank you for the dinner love, I appreciate you making time for me." me saying softly.
It's almost 11pm and the night has been a little colder lately. I know a little shower will relax my now, exhausted body and I will for sure get an easy sleep without trying.
"Thank you for meeting me, you busy girl." He smiled just as Lee's makes me weak, well of course in a different different way.
He then removed his seatbelt reaching for me and cups his palms around my face and puts his lips against mine, feeling his tongue making its way inside my mouth. We've been making out a lot of times, a thousand even. But this time, everything feels foreign to me. I felt his hands slowly going from my face down below my breasts and cupping it, I'm almost lost to the sensation his touch is causing me. I can feel I'm getting a little wet down there, I opened my eyes a little to remove my top so he can have a full access to my tits, I jerked away as a shadow just passed by his car window. It would be embarrassing, too embarrassing if one of my neighbours pass by and get a live show.
"I'm sorry. I, I'm a little tired." I excused myself while I fixed my top. Making out with Frank and almost fucked in the car excites me but I just can't today.
Frank in awe and probably a little pissed, of course, just not showing it put on his seatbelt on and just replied "Okay, I hope you have a good sleep."
I went to the shower straight away as I entered my room. When the hot water hits my skin, I feel relieved and a little relaxed. Sleep shouldn't be that hard to catch now, I convinced myself then I realised that I didn't even get the chance to drop by the pharmacy to get my candies.
I lay down in bed with my wet hair and texted Lee. Caring for this guy has been a routine in my life and I'm sure, we're on the same page. I miss him just a few minutes after Frank dropped me off. I know I shouldn't but I do, I decided to just give up obsessing over the fact that his picture is now again wrapped and just accepted the truth that I might probably just being on full mental mode about it. These ghosts stories just keeps on visiting my thoughts when I look at that photo and even so, I know Lee can deal with that shit, he's a ghost buster after all.
ME : LEE, haven't heard from you, I just got home. Kumain ka na ba? I hope you did, we skipped lunch.
There's too much I wanted to say but I just end it with the lunch. I want to tell him that the dinner is a little boring and I wanted to text him save me, only if not for the photo that always scare the shit out of me that distracts me the whole evening. I might as well delete it.
I went to the gallery again to find the picture only to see that it's been clear again and his face, Oh you've got to be kidding me. It's either my phone has been broken or my mind is and or will be.
Few minutes later and still no answer, I'm dying to hear anything from him, as I was about press the green button to call LEE, I stopped myself and thought that this is wrong. I felt like I was emotionally cheating with Frank, and I can't do that to him.
