Sebastian summer in England

Part 10

Sebastian POV

It had been a week since that night in the karaoke bar. When me and y/n kissed and i realised that this could be more then a fling. That i could see a future with y/n. I know y/n felt the same but instead of talking about it she slammed the breaks on.

Filming has been slammed and whenever i was free she was busy. even texting was down to one word answers. I talked to Chloe she seems to think y/n is putting up walls cause she like me realized this was more then a fling. But between filming and her being busy i not had a chance to get this conversation out the way. As i am now stuck in london for a week or  so i decide to send her a text.

Seb- Y/n we need to talk

Y/N- What about?

Seb- You know what about. this avoiding me. We need to talk about whats going on between us about whats going to happen in the future.

Y/N- I am not avoiding you seb. you have been busy so have i. future is you finish filming you go home i get left behind. Its was just a fling remember.

Seb- BULLSHIT and you know it. and WAS so we nothing now.

Y/N-WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME 

Y/N- sebastian look i am sorry but maybe its for the best that we not really seen each other these last few weeks. I am sorry i know i am not making any sense i know i said i could do this but i can not do this. this is for the best. 

Seb- whatever y/n this bullshit you have made the choice about us without even talking to me first.

Fucking bullshit i say throwing my phone on the sofa in my trailer. Mackie had walked in just as i threw the phone.

Mackie; Hay whats the phone ever done to you''

'' not the phone y/n. she wont talk to me. and now apparently whatever was going on between us has now stopped.''

Mackie '' Bas i am sorry but i am not surprised. that women was falling more and more in love with you she just trying to protect herself man.

'' but what about me what about my feelings the fact i can not get her out of my head shit the only thing that made my day was seeing her smile when she first woke up fuck me i sound like a pussy''

Mackie '' did you ever tell her any of this did you ever tell her it was more then a fling did you ever mention what would happen after we finished filming''

'' I kissed her in front of everyone cause i did not care who seen it i wanted everyone to know she was mine''

Mackie '' but did you ever tell her things had changed for you. if not she is only doing the one thing she can do to protect herself''

Fuck i knew he was right but i was pissed off she did not even think i deserved a conversation she just put the breaks on'' i got two months left in England i not going to spend it chasing after some one who clearly dont want me'' i say 

Mackie ''Seb dont do  anything stupid i know what your like. wait till we go back to the hotel and talk to her''

'' nope'' i look out my trailer door and see Emily an idea crosses my mind so i shout to her '' still want that drink and walk round london''

Emily taken a bit by surprise '' sure Sebastian i would love to''

Mackie; '' Seb what the fuck are you doing''

'' just hanging out with a friend mackie what is it you say YOLO''

Mackie; Your a dickhead but its your life''

As i walk out of my trailer and start walking off with Emily i can not help but think of y/n. How did she manage to get in my head so quick every think about her was perfect for me. but she has made her choice.