As I just sit there still crying my eyes out thinking how could she do this to me and after she left my dad for no reason . (Knock knock ) Come in I said with a crying voice . "Hey woodchuck "David said .Oh my god I don't need to see him right now man I thought to myself .I told you don't call me that stupid name why are you keep calling me that I said so angry not looking at him . "I'm sorry that your going through this right now and I know that you will love me one day like you did your father (I cut him off) .I will never love you not in a million years like I loved my father I just wish my mother would a left me with him instead of bringing me here in stupid Arizona. David couldn't talk even though the words I was saying hurted him I didn't care cause that what I wanted . "Well wood chu I mean Jasmin were going out tonight so be dressed by 6 "David said then closing my door.
"David I don't even know why you try to talk to that girl she's just a mess "Brenda said ."Maybe she's a mess because she don't know what happen to her father and you "David replied . (Brenda eyes started to water again ) Don't you dare bring that up she doesn't need to know she's still to young baby please don't bring it up until I feel that the time is right .Brenda and David started getting ready for tonight family dinner . I hate this life so fucking much why me why do I have to go through this man only one more year and I'm out this bitch I said still mad . (knock knock) I looked at my door and didn't say anything (door starts to open). "Honey get up its almost time to go and your still laying down "Brenda said shaking Jasmin. Ma can I ask a question is Future and Dave moving in with us once this marriage shame you know . Brenda responded in laughter "its Luther and David but there moving in next week ".My face started to turn red "Mama what !? You never tell me anything this bout to be the worst summer ever man but mom I'm sorry for this morning I didn't mean to get all you know" ."Its OK baby its not the first time I don't know who you get that smart mouth from " my mother responded .Maybe my father (it got all silent and awkward then my mom got off the bed then closed my door ). Yeah my mother left my father just to be a slut its crazy how things turn out.
As I was putting on my dress checking myself out yeah I looked good to be a virgin .I had on a black fitted dress with my hair down and split in the middle with High heels on looking mature. Your ready too meet your other side of the family? My mother said trying to be funny "You know idk why your calling this a family dinner it should just be a engagement then getting a divorce in 6 months party to me " I said to David and my mother . They start laughing but I had a serious look on my face .As we got into the black BMW David kept trying to make conversation "So you ready too meet Luther again how long have it been "? "Well I've only met Luther like two or three times I think but its been bout idk cause I don't keep up with stuff I don't care about " I said not giving a fuck . "Jasmin behave OK were a family now and you have to respect each other" Brenda said being serious . I just put my headphones in ignoring her like always (David whispered to Brenda ) I guess that slap didn't work after all. We pulled up to Red Lobster "Ugh mom you know I hate sea food " I said already ignored . As my mom responded back like the bitch she is " Well tonight not a bout you so stop bitching". We went inside the restaurant being walked to our table as we waited for everyone else .
SON ! David yelled like he don't see his son everyday . "Wow I see you still think Luther your son with that skin huh "? Luther was brown skinned with tattoos on his arm turning 18 bout to be in 12th grade. "And I still see your a brat " Luther responded . David and Brenda started laughing like it was funny ." Its been two hours where is everybody Ma "? I asked being confused . "Hun this is everybody I knew if I said it was just gone be us you wouldn't had come " my mother responded. Yeah she's right but now I want to go home and I still haven't ordered ." Mom can I go home I'm tired " I asked in boredom . "You haven't even eaten yet Jasmin and David spended his money on this fine dinner "Brenda said . "Its OK hun let her just go home but how are you getting there "? David said always jumping in shit. I gave him a plain face and couldn't reply because I Didnt have my license yet . Then Luther yelled out " I'll take her I'm getting a little tired my self " Luther thinks he the shits cause he's driving its OK I'm gone get mines soon . "Ight bye you guys then make it safe " both of our parents said . "Brenda baby its OK you can show her the ring next time " David said . (Brenda took her ring out her purse and started to daydream at it ).
