What will he think...? //Nightmare x Chris//

The Talk

Chris POV

Nightmare is very reserved and easily irritable today... I mean Nightmare is always a bit grumpy of course, but today it was different, I thought.
"Hey Nightmare!" I Called

Nightmare startled and quickly turned to the other side of the room, away from Me.

Something is wrong here... But what?
I wondered, but then I remembered that nightmare talked to Ennard this morning and he's been so weird ever since. But what did they talk about that Nightmare is so nervous about?

Nightmares POV

Flashback:
This morning me and Ennard had a conversation. Everything was normal, we talked about William and some Boy stuff, But then somehow we got on the subject of relationships. Ennard asked how far I am with Chris. At first I didn't understand what he wanted and I asked what he means. Then he replied:

"You know what I mean, Like did you kiss or how often do you cuddle. Have you two already gone all the way?"

I noticed what he meant and I started blushing and turned my head on the side. I really didn't expect this question

"I-i don't think we went the whole way so far, I mean we kissed, we cuddle like everyday and sometimes even make out when no one is around, but never further than that" i said tying to stay calm

"Really?! you guys have been dating for more then a year now! I don't want to rush you two or anything but don't you two want to try?" Ennard replied with a surprised look.

I feelt how the blush on my face became more and out of embarrassment I said:

"O-OF COURSE I WANT TO TRY!...
I-It's just I don't know how Chris Sees it and I don't want to make him uncomfortable in anyway or hurt him...it's already difficult not to burden our relationship. I mean I'm a ten foot big nightmare anymatronic that hunted him in the past and he's
a 20 year old teenager who is stuck in a Body of a 6 year old child. Even if we would try one day we would probably use Chris teen and my human form of course but..."

I looked at the floor with still a little blush on my face...

"I'm still scared, what if I can't stop myself and hurt him really bad or at the end he's scared of me, what if he never intended to take this step and he laughs at me about it... Chris is one of the people I would do anything for but when it comes to myself, I hold back..."

Ennard looked at me for some second and said:
"I never thought you can be so emotional and carrying when it comes to Chris and you're relationship"

I was embarrassed and just said
"Shut up Ennard! I just don't wan't any fight with William!"

"Okay, if you say so!" Awnserd Ennard with a smile and just walked away like nothing happened.

I had to realise what just happened... I feelt like I was red like a tomato... I put my hands Infront of my face and screamed really quiet so no one would hear it.

Flashback end:
I had to think about what Ennard said the whole day, i couldn't even look  Chris in the eyes because I always had to think about how it would look like if me and him would do IT.
Could we even do it if he wanted to?
William would kill me, and where would even be a place where we don't get bothered or not even heard?
who would be the top?
Would he laugh if i would ask him?
What if he like to do it with his Younger form? Would i hurt him?
...
I have so many questions in my mind, and they won't go away, no matter how hard i try to forget them...!