I could die...
I... Could lose my life... JUST as easily as I got it.
But.... NOBODY seems to realise or care for that very simple... But... Possible factor.
The day someone takes into account....
What 'I' want....
What 'I' need...
Or even who I've benefited,
who I've inspired,
the day that any of that happens... Is the day that I could finally say good-bye to 'ALL OF IT'.
Even though I may think I want that...
Or... Even though I think I may need it...
That's not going to help me live longer... VALIDATION... IS... NOT going to help me live longer, neither is PRAISE.
I don't want... To be... The person who 'begs' for the world's attention on her death bed.
At times I... Just simply think that you trying to help is just NOT ENOUGH.
I NEED... You to stop trying and... ACTUALLY... HELP ME!!
I'm not trying to change you... or the way you do things but if your here for me...
I NEED you... to be a BENEFIT and NOT a BURDEN.
It's two different things DEAR PLEASE stop mixing it up...
Stop thinking that you're making my life better... I'm already sick and I'm... I'm tired of the WORLD I... Don't want to be sick and tired of you to.
All I'm saying... Is... That... There's a door if you don't want to be here.
Its either you stop making my life a LIVING HELL and start to add VALUE or you use the open door.
Cus you might be here all the time but that doesn't mean you're helping.
It's NOT hard and I wouldn't be mad at you decision, I promise I wouldn't be
It's not much... That I want, need or crave... But the little that I do is SOMETHING!!
So yeah... I could die and you don't really seem to care... But that's OK.
At least I would die with the person that loves me most... ME...
~I'll die with me~ I love me most.
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Broken Heart
PoetryA collection of monologues that speaks to the struggles of this everyday teen "Preserve yourself... all those feelings" ~ AlexiaNRalph "When you find a good person don't leave them for something you THINK will be better" ~ AlexiaNRalph "Friends come...
