Straykids imagines🐻

Bang chan-self harm(cutting)(2)

(Sorry guys this is a long one)
you agreed to go to Chans home since no one was there because of vacation.He brought you up stairs to his room and laid you down on the bed and he went downstairs to cook up some dinner since you haven't had any food as he went downstairs you got a text saying " go cut yourself no one would care anyway not even chan"
-from unsaved number

That message sent you off you ran to Chans bathroom grabbing one of his razors as soon as you finished cutting yourself Chan walked in and placed the food on the bed calling at your name as you weren't there your phone was open as you didn't have time to close it Chan looked at the message and started panicking he shouted so you could really hear him " Y/N WHERE ARE YOU"

A faint "I'm here" sent him your whereabouts he opened the door slowly looking in he looked down and saw you sitting on the floor with your face into your knees and your wrist bleeding/dripping all the way down your legs to your ankles.He looked at me in disbelief with tears started to form up in both of our eyes.
I gave him a signal to help me up he grabbed my unharmed arm and slowly helped me up not wanting to harm me in any way, shape or form.as soon as I stood up my knees weak and shivering because of how hard I cried and still in shock he gave me a warm and protective hug letting me know that he is there any doesn't want to harm me.

He said "let's go"as he picked me up and I wrapped my arms and legs around him trying not to bleed on him I put my wrist far away from him as he kept whispering in my ear"shhhhh it's okay" and "are you okay" looking me worried as I zoned out until I felt my but on something cold and hard it turns out we were in the kitchen and I was on the kitchen Counter as he looked through cub boards looking for something to clean me up and wrap me in.He came back to me with bandages and alcohol wipes. He first said 3..2..1 as he wiped away the blood with the alcohol wipes as more tears formed in my eyes he comforted me saying "that it will be soon over" and to "take deep breaths"

After he finished wrapping my arm up he asked me if I was okay and I nodded .He took me back to his room and laid down with you and let you cuddle into his chest as it gave you the most comfort. He asked again "are you okay" I said "yes thank you for always being there for me ,Sticking up for me, caring for me and always making me feel better when I was sad I'm very grateful to have you in my life and I hope I never loose you". "You will never loose me because I love you,I've liked you since I've met you you had such a better personality than any other person in my life right know you are so beautiful and cute I love when you smile and snuggle into me I would love to have you as MY girlfriend".you looked up to him eyes wide since you were obviously shocked.

He started to ramble on about it's okay if you don't like him. He didn't expect what was going to happen next but you felt like you had to,You smashed your lips on to his kissing him passionately "i like you too" you said in the middle of the kiss he kissed you one more time and you guys were just happy to finally be together you two cuddled up to each other having good dreams with one another.

The end