A Garden With A Gravestone

Withering Rose

oh, the poor souls
I only loved
so your grave
wasnt alone.

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I still wonder
If you regret what you did
Does your tongue regret the words it spit
Or does your hand regret the marks it left.
Does your mind regret the lies it made.
Do you regret your actions?
Because I regret you.

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Your love is the ocean,
For I cannot swim.
Therefore I am drowning.
Drowning in your salty love,
That will kill me in the end,
If I do not learn to swim.

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When I type the first letter of your name.
Your full name appears beside it.
Even my keyboard can't let you go...
Or was I just so too attached to you,
that it thinks you are still around.

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I really wanted it to be you
But the more I waited for you
I turned into a stupid fool
You never loved me, did you?

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Lovesick.
A disease you wish you never experienced
A disease far worse than they think
You're dying because you love them
But they left.
You are still holding onto the knife
Too far in to let go
So you guess you will never stop loving them
Even after everything they caused.
You will die loving them or you will die insane.

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I wanted to tell my future kids about you.
I wanted them to ask me who I loved the most
And i'll answer with your name,
As you kiss my lips.
I wanted to tell my future kids about you.
I will,
When they ask me who broke my heart the most
I'll answer with your name
As you slide down my cheek.

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Our fire burned with revenge
Causing so much destruction
Ruining everything in its path
But turned so blue
Oh the blue
The fire slowly burned into love
-enemies to lovers

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Out of everyone who has ever stepped
foot into my life,
Why would my heart choose to love
The one who broke it.
Because that was the last person it knows.
The last feeling that was felt

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A test to know that if you really do love me,
Is to set myself on fire.
If you come running back,
you loved me.
But if you let me burn,
You never did.

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Our love feels illegal,
Maybe it is
But why does it feel so good
But hurt just as bad.
I only want you
Even if that means
We have to break a few rules.

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With separation
Love tends to fade
But ours?
Aged like fine wine.
And I keep getting drunk off it.

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I'm afraid to sleep
Because i cannot go a night without dreaming of you
And If i dont then I can't fall asleep.
A withdrawal from seeing you causes me much harm.

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I dream of you every night.
I wish you would lay beside me on my bed
rather than you in my head.
But if you like being in my head better
Then I won't wake up next time.

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You set up walls around your kingdom
To keep me out.
But no matter how deep the mot is
Or how tall the walls are
I still find a way to see you.