Sorry I've been gone for so long also, this will probably be short
Is it illegal to put all my problems on Sapnap? No, so I will continue, also this is Sapnap POV only
TW MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS AND MAKING YOURSELF THROW UP YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
Quick summary, So, I have always been insecure about my body. Haters would always bring me down, but my boyfriends would always be there for me but what if I had a breakdown because of them btw they live together because it makes it easy =]
(George is streaming and George and Dream ''bully'' Sapnap)
I was listening to George's and Dream's comments on my body and how they thought I was too fat and should try a diet. I was trying to fight the tears but I gave up and let them fall down my cheeks. I made sure to be quiet so they couldn't hear me but then I heard a voice say ''Sapnap, are you alright?'' I tried to respond but all that came out was a muffled sop. ''Sapnap are you crying?'' George asked with a tone of worry in his voice. I quickly hung up and ran to the bathroom. I listened to the voices in my head that told me to do it, put a finger down my throat so I did. I puke up all the food I ate that day and then I heard a knock on the door. ''Come in'' I say with a raspy voice because I mean come on I just threw up. I see Dream and George standing at the door both of them looking sad(why did I write sas uhh anyway) and guilty. They both pulled me in a hug and I tried to not break down but I failed so I was sobbing into their shoulders.
(A few hours later, dinner time)
I sat at the dining table not wanting to eat anything because of what happened. ''Baby you do have to eat'' Dream said to me but I just shook my head no and tried to walk away from the table but George stepped in front of me(George is taller btw) and stopped me from walking. I tried my best to push him to the side but then I felt two arms snick around me and pull me back to the table, I got sat down on my chair, and then Dream tried to feed me but I closed my mouth and looked away. ''Babyboy why don't you want to eat anything?'' George asked me with a tone of worry in his voice. ''You guys said I was fat and I should try a diet so that's what I'm doing.'' I said and Dream and George's faces dropped and I started crying again and this time I could run away so that's what I did. I quickly grabbed my shoes and went outside (bruh this is already so long) after I ran for a bit I put on my shoes and started walking to the park nearby. As I arrived I sat down on a bench and pulled out my phone to see the time, it was 7.29 pm(he has been sitting there for a bit btw). I sighed and decided that it was time to go home, I quickly saw that I had 40 missed calls from George and 20 messages. Dream then called me and I decided to answer. "GEORGE HE ASWERED''Dream screamed through the phone and I got scared so I hang up and ran home. (When he arrived at the house) I knocked on the door feeling ashamed of what I've done and I see Dream and George standing there with tears in their eyes and I start feeling bad so I give a big hug to both of them. And then after the hugs they forcefully feed me my dinner. The end
I just wanted to say thank you guys so much for 1000 reads that are so many people. Thank you so much for reading this. I hope you enjoyed and remember to eat and hydrate.] Have a nice day, people.
