Taylor's POV
The second Joe was out the door I lost it. I broke down crying and I just made it to the couch where I sat down and cried for the rest of the day.
The whole time I was thinking why did he do it. I thought he loved me. He always talked to me how amazing I am, how lucky he is to have me and how he's never gonna leave me. I wonder what happened to all of these "sweet words".
First I thought I was too focused on my job but that couldn't be the case. We spent every single day together. Now I had a break because of my pregnancy but even before, we spent plenty of time together.
Then I thought he had this second woman as a toy. He met with her when he needed to fulfill his sexual needs and I couldn't because I getting tired really quickly while I'm pregnant. But that thought quickly vanished because Joe wasn't that type of person. At least, that's what I think. I also thought he wasn't the kind of person to cheat and here we are...
After I tired myself out and cried every single tear I had I fell asleep...
meanwhile...
Joe's POV
I can't fucking believe that she found out. She was never supposed to find out. I took the car keys and drove to one place I knew I would be welcomed. To Ellie's apartament...
~ 15 minutes later ~*knock knock*
She opened the door and when she saw me she got confused.
„And, what are you doing here again? Wasn't you supposed to go home?" – she asked as she let me in
„She fucking knows about us. She kicked me out" – I said as I went to sit on the couch
„What?! But how?" – she asked shocked and sat next to me
„She was feeling miserable, I hugged her and she smelled your perfume, then she saw a hickey on my neck that I didn't notice. Oh, and when I was talking to her on the phone in the morning, she heard you" – I replied and put my head in my hands
„Oh babe but hey, now we can be together right? There is nothing that can stop us now" – she smirked
„I don't know Ellie, can you give me couple of days to think about all of this? Can I stay here?" – I replied
She was hurt but agreed anyway.
~ 5 hours later ~It was getting late and I've never been more confused in my life. Yes, I loved Taylor as well as I loved Ellie. Now I could be with Ellie with no problems. But is that what I want?
I was thinking about all the memories we made with Taylor. How we first met, when we first said „I love you", our first kiss, our first night together. How she always sang in the shower and got mad when I started singing with her through the doors. How she smiled everytime she woke up in my arms. Everything. Now it's gone. I messed up. How I could be that stupid. I lost the biggest love of my life. I have to fix it. I will fix it.
I went upstairs to Ellie's bedroom to tell her that I'm leaving right before taking my car keys and going to Taylor.
Taylor's POVI woke up because of the doorbell. Who the hell was this... I slowly got up from the couch that I was lying on and went to open the door.
...
„What are you doing here?" – I said rather quietly and looked away
„Taylor, please listen to me... Can I come in?"
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Jaylor - one shots
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