Spontaneous

chapter 6. Istikhar

Here is another one
Enjoy 😘

     

And it's friday😍💃

After observing my salat and reciting the holy book ( Quran ),i kept it on the shelf and fold the prayer mat neatly and kept it in it's place.i hang the hijab i used in my closet and close it.

Today is the third day after mum talked to me about him and to say am confused will be an understatement,on one hand is my own wish of getting married base on love relationship and on the other hand is my parents, should I say happiness or their hope,I have never been this confuse in my life not even when i was writing jamb. Although mum haven't said anything about it since that day,i guess their giving me time,so I decide to either call sister Maryam or jawahir. I picked up my phone to text jawahir when
Sister Maryam call came in.

I picked up

Assalamualaikum sister Maryam

Walaikum salaam, when were you planning on telling me

I sighed, I was about to call you before your call came in.
I guess she force the word out of mum

Ok,am all ears ,she said

Honestly speaking Sister,i don't know what to do

Ok, relax and tell me what you think

I don't even know what to say,i don't know whether to agree to this or not,i don't want to marry someone i don't know or better still someone i don't love,this whole thing is just fustrating i don't know what to do anymore, I want to make them happy both i don't want to do this...

Shhhh,she said,calm down,relax, nobody is forcing you to do anything here

I know no one is forcing me,but it's not easy,i know i don't want to but..

I understand, marriage is not a child play, it is a life time decision and you have to rely on Allah,to guide you through,ok?

Yes , thanks sister

You are welcome, and I am always here for you what are sisters for and you don't need to thank me, don't you thank me again

Okay I get it,no more thanks

Yeah more thanks

Yeah

So how is my little one

It's now you remember your little one abhi

Ai, don't even put the blame on me now, because you start bombarding me with questions,you didn't give me room to ask about him i said

Yeah yeah, whatever,so how is everyone at home

They are all fine,so now you remember people at home

I know you are going to say that,she said

And I Know you are going to say that too i retorted back

And we burst into laughter, for a moment I forgot about everything.we talked for a while and then terminate the call .

I decide to text jawjaw through WhatsApp and thank God she is online

Asalamualaikum
                              _Me
                                     Walaikum salaam
  
How are you doing
                                  .me

                                          I'm fine,so xup
Cool,,i reply

                      You seems,Off what's the                               problem