The guys are back alive in this. This is dark. This is just one to hopefully make you cry. If you are wondering why I talk about this stuff so much. Mind your business and read.
MASSIVE trigger warning. Suicide.
Nobodys pov.
Julie, Luke and Alex were in the studio. Reggie was walking up to the studio doors. The doors opened.
"Hey everyone. My head hurts, I'm gonna go lay down. Goodbye. Love you." Reggie says.
Julie makes a face. "Reg. You don't have to say goodbye. You're omly gonna nap for 1 hour tops. But love you too buddy."
Reggies pov
Julie is right. I am going for a nap, but not an hour one.
I walk into the house. I feel a familiar sense of loneliness. Whether you have people around or not, you can feel alone. I am a third wheel.
I climb into the bed in the guest room that Ray let us sleep in.
I reach into my bag of stuff and pull out a razor blade. Tears roll down my cheeks as I write my letter.
My last goodbye.
I hold up the razor blade to my arm. I wince and slash my wrist. Again. Again. My vision starts fading. The last thing I see is a pool of warm red blood pooling from my body. Thats it. I ended it all, at the age of 17. Goodbye everyone.
It worked
Julies pov
Its been 3 hours since Reggie went for a nap. I walk up to the boys room. "Reggie? We have to practice." I yell without going in.
He doesn't answer me. I open the door.
Holy shit. In front of me I have a lifeless Reggie with cuts on his wrists. There is blood all over the floor. I let out a piercing scream. Tears streaming down my cheeks.
My Reggie. Our Reggie. Our family.
Gone.
Luke runs in.
"Julie! What's the matter with yo- WHAT THE FUCK?!"
He screams. Everyone else comes running in.
Luke is cleaning up the blood crying.
Alex is in the studio pacing back and forth.
Dad is sitting in his bed bawling with Carlos.
And me? I'm cleaning up his stuff. The razor, his clothes. We disposed of his body at our local hospital. I look at the shelf and find a paper. "Uh guys? I think I found a note."
The note~~~
Hello. If you found this, I'm probably already dead. I felt alone. My dad abused me as a child. I am a third wheel and nothing more.
Julie, you are a star! Continue your music with Luke and Alex. Record home is where my horse is in honor of me.
Ray, I know I never told you this. But I love you. You are the dad I never had.
I love all of you guys. See on the other side. Don't eat any tainted hotdogs again.
Love Reggie Molina. Or Peters if you're uncomfortable with that.
~~~
I read the last part with tears in my eyes. Its uncomfortably silent until my dad speaks up. "We're gonna miss you Reggie Molina."
Everyone in the room starts sobbing.
He's gone.
Rip Reggie
