She's all I want(Hosie)

Chapter 1- she's all i want....but i know she doesn't want me.

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Hey Luvs! So this book is kinda weird. But in the end it'll make sense. Some stuff goes down. Some good and some bad.

Anyways hope you enjoy it. And if you have any questions I will try my best to answer them. Even if I myself don't know what this book is about. Even though I wrote it.

Also please ignore the cover, it looks pretty bad. But I'll fix it later.

Btw it's not all just about hosie.

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Hope's POV

I was sitting on my bed reading a book. I had told Josie that I loved her. And that all I wanted was her. But I walked away before she could say anything.

Flash back

I was sitting in the library, when Landon came in and kissed my cheek. Shortly after Josie, Rafael, Lizzie and Mg came in. Landon put his arm around my shoulders.

" hey guys."  Landon said to all of them.

"hey." Mg said with a small wave.

"hello, hobbit." Lizzie said as she rolled her eyes.

"hi." Josie said with a bright smile

I kept my head low. I wanted her. I wanted to tell her that I love her. But I don't want to hurt Landon.

"Hope are you ok?" I heard Josie say. I looked up and made eye contact with her, but quickly broke it.

"Hope?"

"I, uh, I gotta go." I quickly got up and walked out. Landon followed me.

"Hope! Hope what's wrong?"

" Landon...I think we should break up."

" w-what? Why?!" As he said that Josie, Rafael, Lizzie and Mg came out.

"I don't think we're working out..."

"Bullshit. There's a different reason, isn't there?!"

I sighed before saying, "I have f-feelings for someone else. I'm sorry."

I was on the verge of tears. But I didn't cry. I couldn't. Not meanwhile everyone was there.

"Who?"

"It doesn't matter."

"I said who?! Is it Raf? Lizzie? Mg?"

He started spitting out random names.

"Josie! I have feelings for Josie."

"H-her?!"

"Yes her. She's all I want," a couple tears rolled down my cheeks. "But I know she doesn't want me. I'm sorry." I ran to my room.

And that's basically how I told her. Horrible way. I know. But it kinda just like happened, so yeah.

I heard a knock at the door.

"Go away. I don't wanna talk to anyone."

The door opened to reveal Josie on the other side.

"Not even to me?"

"Especially you." I mumbled as I shoved my head into my pillow.

"Rude. And you're a liar."

I quickly shot my head up and turned to her.

"How am I a liar?"

She tossed a jornal to me.

"How is this gonna prove anything?"

"Just read it, dummy." She rolled her eyes and sat at the edge of my bed. "Preferably out loud."

I opened it and sighed. "She was these really big deep blue eye. Like the ocean. And when you look in them you get lost. I can't stop think about you."

'Jade?'

I looked up at Josie.

"Josie. This doesn't prove anything. You like Jade?"

Josie was about to speak but I got up and walked to the door.

"When you leave, close my door please."

I felt tears forming in my eyes. So I started to walk away. I heard Josie calling me, but I didn't turn back. I ran to the woods and turned. I needed to take a break from everything.

Then I stumbled across a redhead woman. She was passed out on the ground. I quickly ran behind a tree and turned back. I changed into some new clothes and ran back to her. I checked if she still had a pulse and she did. I picked her up and took her to the school. I burst into dr. Saltzman's office.

"Dr. Saltzman I need your help."

"Who is she?" He asked as he stood up from his desk.

"I don't know. I found her passed out in the woods."

"Why were you in the woods?"

"I needed to clear my head. I just need time alone. So I went out and found her. Just get her help, Alaric."

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The first couple chapters are going to be kinda of short. Because I wrote them a while ago.

I hope you like it so far though!

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