Chapter 10-Ready to risk

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Jessica's POV

Of course Niall didn't stop bothering me after that day,he still kept bothering me,trying to bully or talk to me but  no matter what I kept ignoring him.Niall really seemed to be upto something.He even apologized several times in the hallways of the school,shouted after me,ran after me.Which was of course surprising.I wasn't expecting him to be like that,but ever since I decided to change my life everyone was acting different towards me.Some people tried to be my friends too,but I rejected them of course.If they didn't wanted to be my friends when I was a tottal loser why would they want to be my friends now?

I've been accepted on the footie team and I've been going to several pracitce's now.The girls on the team really seem to be hating me for some reason.Some of the knocked me down several times,pushed me over by purpose and just would laugh in the end.I guess I didn't change in their eyes,but no matter how many times they knocked me down I would always get up,dust off and continue my game.The coach already named me captain of the team and that might be the biggest reason they all hate me but I don't actually care.I've been on my own ever since I got here,I only had Harry around for some time and then he left too.

Me and Ash broke off our contact completely,no messages,no calls,nothing.It seemed I have been erased from his life completely now.I saw some of his photos on Twitter and the boy's too and it really breaks my heart to know that they moved on like that and forgot about me completely.Am I really that unimportant to them?I guess I was..I was still talking to Ella,Skyping with her every night and such but when ever I asked about Ash she would just change the topic or just say he is too busy for us.Some things really do change and promises break.

Harry and I have been on rather good terms now,we were friends again and we were hanging around a lot.I cleared everything up with Harry one day.We were at school after the day I changed and I was trying to get Harry's attention.But when he continued to ignore me,I dragged him into the janitor's closet and locked the door forcing him to listen.After I explained him everything he apologized and asked for my forgiveness and of course my friendship.I obviously gladly accepted it all and ever since then me and Harry are best friends again.

Today me and Niall had to meet up at my house to work on our project,the end date was coming soon and we had to finish the song,we only have half of the lyrics and we want to finish it as soon as possible.Harry was coming over tonight too for one of our hang outs,we were gonna watch some movies and just hang out and Harry was probably gonna sleep over like he usually does,I didn't mind it though.It was nice having someone over after my parents left.

I still don't know where they are or if they are even alive anymore,but I couldn't care less about them.They didn't care about me so I don't care about them either.I tried to call them,to contact them somehow but there was no sign of them,so I just gave up on searching them

It was around noon when the doorbell rung.I jogged to the door and opened it up to see Niall standing there wearing black skinny jeans,a white t-shirt and a black and white letterman jacket.His feet were covered in white Nike sneakers and his blonde hair was up in a quiff.I eyed him up and down before I stepped aside and allowed him to come in.

"Hi."

"Hey.."

"You can go up to the music room I'll be right there."

"Okay.."

Our conversation this time was really short,shorter than usually and really awkward.He was upto something.I just knew it.I had a strange feeling about this,but despite it all I was going to finish this as soon as possible and get ready for my hang out with Harry.

After I took two water bottles from the fridge and two pizza slices I jogged up the stairs to the music room only to hear Niall's singing and the sound of my acoustic guitar.

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