𝑰'𝒅 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑻𝒐𝒐 𝑴𝒖𝒄𝒉

Chap 5

Joshua rushed home, he didn't know what had come over him. But now he knows he's done something bad.

Something that nobody can know about..not even

JEONGHAN

Joshua felt a rush fly throughout his body just thinking of the other. He was eager to have him. He needed him...no he WANTED him.

Time Skip

Joshua woke up from his alarm clock waking him for school. He came out of bed and immediately went to brush his teeth since he doesn't eat breakfast.

Whilst brushing his teeth the memory of last night came to his mind. He choked on his saliva and took he brush from his mouth.

He felt different. Not because of his changed emotions towards Jeonghan, not because of his murderous actions, but the feeling he felt when he remembered.

It brought him Joy and rush of pure thrill, he loved every bit of the new feeling. He cherished that feeling.

He wanted to feel it again..

Time skip

Joshua was sitting at his desk, he was bored. Class hasn't started yet so all he could do was sit there and let his mind wonder and watch the clock.

Tick

Tock

Tick

Tock

Tick

Tick

Jeong walked in the room, halting Joshua's focus on the clock.

"Hello Jeonghan, care to sit with me at lunch today?"
He wanted to be near the other. He wanted to watch him and make sure he's okay.

"U-Uh, sure. Hyunjin isn't here today so yea! I'll sit with you"

"Perfect"

As soon as the conversation ended the teacher came in the room. Joshua had no care to focus on class. He wanted to watch Jeonghan.

Joshua came to realization that he had deeper feelings for Jeonghan than he thought.

Though, he couldn't watch Jeonghan during class because he sat in the back of the room as Joshua sat in the very front.

Joshua made a 'tch' sound and began to focus once again on the clock.

Time skip

Lunch time came and Joshua was in the canteen waiting for Jeonghan. He didn't want to eat yet. Not until Jeonghan was here.

He spaced out until he saw figure sit across from him.

"Hi, Joshua! What are you looking at?"
Joshua snapped out of his daze. Focusing on the other boy. He sat silent for a good 6 seconds before speaking.

"Hm? Oh nothing, just spacing out."
Joshua smirked, staring the older in his eyes.

The other blushed but tried to hide it. They failed.

"Why are blushing Hannie? Are you hot? It is almost summer!"
Joshua touched Jeonghan's forehead making his face a deeper shade of red.

"Huh? N-No! I mean yes..it's quite hot in here.."
Jeonghan looked the other way, he didn't want to look Joshua in the eyes while looking like a crimson red rose petal.

"W-Well let's eat!"
Jeonghan said biting into his burger. While eating some ketchup got in the sides of Jeonghan's lips and his chin.

Joshua looked at Jeonghan and the red on his face. Then it hit him. He killed someone for Jeonghan. The red on his face reminded him of the red blood of the corpse he's killed.

How has it not been found yet? But he wasn't focused on that. He kept thinking of how he smashed the brick into the others face, blood splashing.

Joshua didn't realize he was staring at Jeonghan the whole time until someone spoke.

"Why stare so hard Shua?"

"Huh? O-Oh sorry.. I didn't realize"

....

"I know what you did"