diary entry 2 // 5/22/21 12:03 P.M.

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I woke up at like 9 am and here's how last night went:

Julia method was kinda strong. I didn't wanna shift that night for some reason. Counting to 100 was hard, kept skipping numbers accidentally and plus there were a bunch of planes and motorcycles going like 💥🔊💃🖕👨‍👩‍👦 so that was my night. any time I try to shift I have a lot of energy the next day.

I always think shifting is scary and I don't wanna do it but when I try, it isn't that scary just REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.

my scalp was fucking ITCHING and my heart started beating really fast. twitching a lot especially legs and eyes. Had the strongest urge to open them. Tingling, fingers went numb and I got bored very quickly. My leg started hurting and yeah.

It's not that bad. Oh and let's not forget that my fucking wifi went out for a while so I couldn't do the guided meditation. I got a solid 3 minutes into the meditation before my wifi had a depression episode.

Anyways I saw like 2-3 angel numbers in like 30 mins which is cool.

Wish me luck!

                                         xoxo int3ntions

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