hello everyone! it's me int3ntions.
shifting can be done if you invest your time and effort into it, which is why im making this diary thing!
as someone with aphantasia who also has trouble sleeping, shifting doesn't play in my favor. but anyone, (yes you too) can do it!
I've probably been trying to shift for 2-3 weeks now. Not losing hope! I've gotten VERY VERY close or even shifted, I don't know.
shifting history: well I might have TECHNICALLY shifted. You may be thinking "how could you not know!!!!???????1111!!!!1;1!1!!"
Because I couldn't tell if it was a dream or not. Here's the story: I was tired during school and since I do online, decided to sleep for a few minutes. I had this feeling telling me not to set my alarm. I was struggling to sleep and I don't think I did. I rested my head comfortably on a pillow and acted like I was on my comfort character's lap. I heard a violin noise which was weird and I smelled light cologne (which i scripted) and my eyes slowly opened. (it was so vivid and i usually don't dream and when I do, I only remember small bits and pieces) but my mom had to wake me up *in my cr I had my eyes closed* I opened my eyes and woke up in my cr. I felt dizzy and stuff but energized so I really don't know what that was. I didn't say my safe word so idk if i was in the middle of shifting or i was just dreaming. my mom said she wasn't playing music when she came in. weird overall.
Tonight I'm gonna try to shift using a mix of the raindrop and Estelle method. I will map out me and my comfort character dancing in the rain, as I fill up with rain I imagine myself going through the door to my DR.
Wish me luck!
Much love, int3ntions
may 20th 9:36 p.m. EST
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