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I can never spell or read some words right rip.

Heres a drawing : D

Anyways back to my life i guess

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Anyways back to my life i guess.


Ive never actual told anyone besides online friends that im trans, my rl friends got a hint but idk what they think we dont talk much. I'd notice how my brother thinks about the LGBT community and such ( im actually all new and crap since i don't know much about life and stuff and don't interact with much-).
He'd point out people at our school wearing LGBT socks , and such and make comments on how its stupid and disgusting , he said he'd hope he'd never see anyone wearing it again.
So i never actually got the confidence to openly tell them. After basically saying im not a catholic , like the other memebers of my family, he yelled "No, your not." And "your going to a catholic school." The second part is true... i dont really have a choice tbh. Im just very nervous.. I mean when we went to meet them the girls were saying how bad of a class i got since theirs lesbians in it. I honestly don't care about others sexuality and respect it. You can be who and whatever you want and love anyone or anything. We aint anyone to judge or bully them.
My younger brother every now and then refers to me as 'him/he' and i honestly perfer it over her/she, but my brother and mother caught on and told him to call me she/her again.
We went shopping earlier today. My mom asked for what i'd like and I said i love the knee shorts or whatever you call them, she got a bit mad and said she was tired of me wearing and looking like a male and stuff once again...

I mean cmon their just shorts-
And im my own person why can't i just wear some shorts ._.

I also almost cried in their due to stress and anxiety of being there and having being asked questions left to right.

I did get some more paper and a game called
'Monster hunter, world' so its a win-

M
My problems
Mean
Nothing
In
The
Real world tbh.

Now that i think of it my problems are nothing important or to care for though i'd like to write then down here not to share with anyone reading but because i need to remember and look back on this some days.

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