So I had to write poems for my Language arts class, and they are all really stupid, yet depressing at the same time idk. So I figured I would share them. (You are warned they are really bad) also *TRIGGER WARNING* there are mentions of suicide and self harm.
Unspoken Sometimes I feel as though I am broken because of the words always unspoken. The darkness inside pulls me to the ground and forces me to not make a sound. It fills me up but yet I feel empty, the feeling is about to send me. I can't feel, yet I feel broken, again it's the words that are always unspoken.
Real I just want to feel, feel something actually real. But when someone gets close I push them away, but yet, I wish they would stay. I just want to feel happy, or even feel sad, because nothing I feel can be this bad. The only way I know to cope, is to bleed. It is something I feel as though I need. The instant feeling of something can be quite serial. Even if it hurts, or stings at least it's real.
Emotion The feeling I wish didn't get me. The one that leaves me constantly empty. It never leaves my side, one could say it is my ride or die. It makes me feel so empty I can't even cry, trust me I've tried. Some could say I am heartless because I show no emotion, But emotion makes you weak. So I choose to go unspoken.
Cope The voices inside fuel the flames, the feeling inside might drive me insane. The voices inside make me feel weak, constantly with the words that they speak. They tell me to end it, just lay down and die, but yet to be honest I can't even cry. Honestly, I wish I could, it would be easier to cope, but yet all I have is this stupid fucking rope.
Thats all hope you enjoyed these stupid poems. I probably can't turn them in. My teacher will be concerned lol. Anyway I hope you have a great day -Bella <3
