Adore You-Jasper Hale

Eleven

The following day, Willow was sitting with her family talking about a trip or any kind of plans to be honest. Jasper looked at his mate as she was listening to her sister talk. He wondered how she would respond to having another marriage. "Someone brought up La Push." Willow tells them.

Edward stood up and walked away causing Willow to shake her head as she looked at Jasper. "He has this." Jasper tells her. "I promise."

"No he doesn't." Willow said as she stood up. "I am not going to sit here thinking everything will be fine when I know it's not. I'm sorry, Jasper, but Bella is going to find out and Edward is allowing it."

"Willow." He said as she walked away and sighed as he looked up at the ceiling.

"Jasper..."

"Don't."
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By the end of the day, Willow was outside thinking of the outcome of Bella finding out when Jasper walked up behind her and kissed her head. "I'm sorry for lunch..."

"Darlin', its understandable because she is close to knowing and with that means that we may be in danger." He said. "We just have to face it that Bella belongs with Edward. Even if we like it or not."

Willow nodded as she sighed. "Can we just go home?"

Jasper nodded as he opened the door to Rosalie's car to let Willow in. Taylor and Alice walked out to see Jasper and Willow kissing making them shake their heads. "I think Willow is scared."

"She is." Alice said. "I will talk to her when she gets back from hunting."

Taylor knew how Willow is. She will hide till the next day to avoid talking about her problems. The only one who can is Jasper as she can talk to her mate all day long without getting upset with anyone.

Willow watched as Roslie got in and drove off.
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Jasper sighed as he couldn't go to his mate as Alice wanted to have a sister talk. He sat down as Taylor walked in. "You want to be there so you can be with Willow, but maybe Alice can talk to her."

"It's not that." He says as he grabbed a photo of him and Willow smiling. "She's scared and hurting."

"Why?" Taylor said.

"I know Willow is closed off when it comes to personal stuff, but I think that what she needs to do is talk to everyone besides me."

"Why can't you just tell us?"

"Rosalie, I respect my mate more than anyone here does. I will not tell Willow's secrets or personal life unless she told me to." Jasper said as Willow walked in with a smile. He sighed as he looked at them all. "I don't know what is actually bothering her, but I promise you all now that she will eventually tell us."

"I wanted children." She said. "The other day, I went walking by myself after I was done hunting and I saw this little girl playing and laughing with her brother and it had me thinking of what Rosalie ever wanted." Jasper turned to look at her. "I thought of having a kid with you, Jasper, but I know the two of us aren't meant to be parents and it kills me so much."

Jasper hugged her making Willow smile. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I didn't know how you would feel about a child." She said. "We have never spoken about our human side and what we would want if we were human. So I thought maybe you didn't want one."

Jasper picked Willow up and carried her out of the house to speak to her alone.
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Standing by the lake, Jasper looked at Willow who hasn't said a word. "Willow, ever since I met you all I wanted was for us to have a family." He said. "I never mentioned it because of what we are. I'm afraid of hurting my child because of the monster I am."

Willow looked at him and wrapped her arms around him. "I never thought you were a monster, Jazz. I saw you as the man I love. The same Jasper Whitlock that had me falling for him from the moment I met you in that diner." She tells him with tears in her eyes. "You were never alone when it came to our thirst, but I'm here and I will prove to you, to myself that we are not monsters."

Jasper looked at her and smiled as he knew she meant every word. "I simply adore you, ma'am."

"And I adore you, Major."

Jasper smiled as he held her tight. He wondered what Willow's life was like, but the problem was, she doesn't remember what her life was like before she turned. Jasper kissed her head making Willow smile as she was enjoying this moment between them. Just her and her major.