𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐎𝐍𝐄 (𝐄𝐍- 𝐉𝐚𝐲𝐖𝐨𝐧) ✔

Fourteen

(I'm back and alive guys haha . . hopefully I will update how like I used to before😊)

Jungwon

I hate Park Jay.

I hate Park Jay with all my heart.

I hate Park Jay with all my being.

Argh! I just hate him so damn much that I want to give him a roundhouse kick to Pluto.

I wish he will just . . . I don't know disappear and not show his gorgeous---- I mean hideous, yes hideous face to me and to my bad luck, my room is across his. Darn. If only Heeseung agreed to switch rooms with me, then I would be the happiest person alive ugh!.

I hate it that even if I am angry at him, with just a small show of care to me, I am again falling for him, fast, maybe even faster than you could say "what?"

One time , he spawn out of nowhere when a group of girls tries to harass me because "Jay oppa is looking at you". Do I look like I care if he's staring at me? Maybe he's thinking how can someone be so annoying by just existing. Someone stop them please before I would be a non-gentleman and punch them in their face.

Because he helped me then, I began to think, maybe he cared but no. The next day, he literally acted like I don't exist when he just walk past me as if I'm air, well at least the air, even if invisible is acknowledged but me? Nope I'm a ghost to him.

Then this guy started to show interest in me and began to give me flowers and letters. I found him really cute but still nor my type. I began to give him a chance but then Jay has to intervene and told me, that guy has ill intention.

Why does he care?

Just then I found out, he's right when the guy began to rob me off my things.

I got annoyed because he's right again making me knock that guy out, so easy. But then his goons began to appear with metal pipes.

Is it time to call my brothers?

They're not mafias but Jungkook hyung would really help.

But, hideous looking Jay have to show up in all his gorgeousness and help me.

I couldn't help myself from bursting out my emotions.

"I don't understand you! One moment you're so good to me and then you suddenly become the biggest jerk to ever walk the face of the Earth. Why me? You always teach Niki, you always speak and laugh with Jake and Sunghoon hyung. You listen and advice Heeseung hyung and you even cheer Sunoo up. Why? Why only me? What did I even do to you? You don't care but then you suddenly cared then now you don't wanna care! What's wrong with me to make you hate me?"

My tears fall and I got shocked when he look back as he's about to leave.

"I want to hate you, but . . . I felt so stupid because I can't . . . why?"

He began to walk closer and I felt his hands on my cheek and wipe my tears.

"I don't want to hate you . . but I have to"

But before I could even process his words, I felt him kissing my lips.

I was dumbfounded and I stayed still but his lips felt so . . . . good on mine so I just let him. Closing my eyes, I raise my arm and wrap them around his nape as I felt him pull me closer by my waist.

When we part, I stare into his tear filled eyes and I saw nothing but . . . is he looking at me with love? His look is what I saw Soobin look at Yeonjun and how Niki look at Sunoo as Sunghoon looks at Jake.