𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐎𝐍𝐄 (𝐄𝐍- 𝐉𝐚𝐲𝐖𝐨𝐧) ✔

Fifteen

Jungwon

I couldn't sleep that night after Sunghoon told us the story written in the oldest book I have ever seen that belong to his ancestor. The story of the demon and the angel who were cursed because of the feud between their kind. It's really sad tho, and to think that the demon lives on and continuously watch his angel die again and again, I just can't imagine how painful that is. I mean getting rejected is one but to repeatedly witness your love being taken away from you, I don't know.

And as the story progress, I really felt the pain of the angel too. I mean the angel has to be reborn without any memory and that hurts the demon more and more but imagine just the regret, guilt and sadness the angel have felt every time the memory comes back.

If I were the angel, I would really blame myself for it. I mean, its not my fault but I can't do anything but apologize, right?

Is that story even true?

Well it was written like what? 500 years ago? Are those creatures even real in the first place?

But real or not, the beauty of their love is still very fascinating to me. I mean, with or without curse, that demon will surely pick his angel over and over again. I hope if I ever had a boyfriend, I want him to be loyal like the demon, and also the be strong. I mean, the demon is one heck of a demon. Imagine loving the same person again and again without getting tired. That angel sure is lucky.

I kept turning on my bed but I can't sleep, the fact that I lost my first kiss and then I heard the story of the angel and demon. I don't know what to feel.

I remember what Heeseung hyung told me when I was crying in his arms. He told me maybe I'm just confused with my feelings. Because I had a crush on him at first sight before, it might mess up my mind thinking how I already love him. But in reality, maybe I'm just confused.

Maybe I'm confused or maybe I want to like him and that's why I'm feeling like this.

I turn to my side and heard a book fall.

I saw it was the book with the "Jongseong" name written on it. Maybe I will ask him why and return the book.

I went to his door and knock on it, hmm maybe he's asleep, it's already 2 am. I was about to leave when I heard him open the door. His eyes are puffy and I wonder if he's been crying or he also can't sleep a blink.

"I think this is yours. . I've been trying to return to you but I can't find the chance."

He stare at the book before attempting to take it but I pull it back resulting with him looking at me.

"Why did you kiss me?"

I didnt know how but I felt my tears sliding down my cheek.

"Forget it"
He was about to close the door but I grab the handle and welcome myself in his room before I myself close the door.

I'm in need of answers.

"Get out Jungwon. Leave the book and get out my room"

I stood in front of the closed door before I roam my eyes around. It is all black. From ceiling to the floor, everything is black but it looks so beautiful.

"Leave now"

I was taken out my trance when he spoke and I saw him walking closer.

"Answer me and I'll leave. . why did you kiss me? And what do you mean when you want to hate me because you have to? Jay hyung I'm in the dark and I'm confused and I'm about to loose my mind. . I need answers"