One of the worst feelings in the world
I'm in my feels tonight and I decided to add another chapter
if they choose someone else over you, it's not your fault!! You didn't do anything wrong!
You are perfect just the way you are and there is nothing that could change that.
I like to write my advice from experience and sometimes things may come differently to some people, which is completely normal. We cope in different ways.
Yes, it did happen to me
Quite recently actually
They even knew about this book, i've never told anyone before.
I felt something different with him. I felt like I could be my complete self around him. I thought he felt the same.
We just connected. We had deep talks. We had lots of laughs. We had fun.
He would stay up late with me and wake up in the morning with me just to say good morning to me.
He took me out to his favorite spot to stargaze.
He taught me how to drive his jet ski and even let me drive it by myself.
He called me when he needed someone to talk to.
He refused to let me pay for dinner or anything.
He was the one person I thought would be in my life for a long time.
After a while I could tell we were drifting apart. I don't know what happened. Things just didn't work out.
One day I got a call because him and I were supposed to hang out with some of my other friends that night.
I got the news that he had started dating this other girl and hadn't told me yet.
I was crushed, but it didn't hurt too much for some reason. It hurt for a few days and then I just ignored it and got over it.
We didn't talk and I had started dating someone else.
Don't worry this guy I had started dating and I broke up! I'm not that kind of person lol!
Anyway but I saw him today for the first time in about 6 months and it all just hit me.
It hurts when they leave you for someone else and there's the lingering question
Why not me?
Trust me I want to know so badly why he chose someone else instead.
I thought we had a good connection and saw eye-to-eye.
I miss him, I do.
But he's happier with her now
and I'm happy for them
If we couldn't be together, well at least he's happy.
That's al I ever wanted.
Anyway but please don't let people break your heart, I know it's one of the worst feelings ❤️ I love you all and please message me if you need to talk!!
