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The kiss

*Y/N'S point of view*

My blushing began to fade. I stood up and I walked over to my couch, I sat down to think. 'Wait, do I like her? Wait I like her, OMG I like her' my toughts rushed trough my head 'I like her, but I can't.. she's so much older' I noticed I started to hyper-ventilate so I tried to calm myself down by doing some breathing exercises. I focused on my breathing to make it go back to rhythm. I decided that it was a good idea to go to Helena's room, I wasn't prepared at all but that was okay. I walked out of the room leaving my bag behind. I rushed out of the room and I didn't even bother to close the door. When I was at Helena's room I knocked. No one opened, but I decided this was urgent so I opened the door softly, I peeked in the room. I saw Helena lying there, sleeping. She looked peaceful. She looked really restfull and I decided to sit by her.

I looked at her. How could a person be that beautiful? I know I could never get her in any way possible.. but she was so gorgeous! I couldn't stop looking at her, her hair looking beyond pretty, I stared at her. Just stared, I couldn't do anything else could I?

*Helena's point of view*

I was already awake, but I noticed Y/N sitting with me, I didn't wanna embarrass her even more after what happend today. I peeked out of my eyelids, just far enough to pick up a little peek from Y/N, but not enough to let her know I did that. I really wanted to kiss her right there and then, she looked so gorgeous, I know I couldn't have her, she was way to young, but I need her..

*Y/N'S point of view*

I wanted to kiss her, I knew she was asleep so one kiss couldn't hurt, right? I bended over and I let our lips touch for a split second. I quickly pulled away after I realised what I just did. I kissed Helena. Helena's eyes opened and I was in shock. Helena looked at me and said.

'That was a nice kiss darling' and she smirked.

I didn't know Helena was awake and I froze.

'Don't be shy, baby, I know you like me and I simply like you too..'

I was in a deep shock. Helena, liked me. She really did.

'I- I am'

'Shhh' she touched my lips with her index finger to get me silent. 'You don't have to say anything to me baby' she whispered with a seductive voice.

'Helena! Isn't this like, what, illegal?!'

'Wait what age are you Y/N?'

'I am.. I'm 18.'

'Then this is offically legal' Helena grinned.

'Well we should be going, we don't wanna be late for our first scene' Helena said.

'Ye- yea ofc'

'Come on dear' and she grabbed my hand.

Her walking was so smooth and her hair sweeped in the air, she was so beautiful.. I let her pull me forward onto the set.

'Y/N, you play Sarah right?' The director said with a questioning face.

'Yes I do.'

(A/N// I dont know exactly how this goes so I'll start with random lines, I am sorry if it's too confusing XD)

'Okay, I want you to stand here and say these lines.' He pointed at a cross on the floor. 'Bella, I want you forever and ever'

I went to the cross on the floor, and said the lines that were given.

'Bella, I want you forever and ever' I pulled Helena in. Helena played Bella and I was so happy I got to share the lead with her. Helena said her lines

'I love you so much Sarah'

I blushed because I imagined her saying that to me, I was deeply in love with her. Now we had to put on a stage-kiss, I am worried I'll loose control and I will give her a real kiss..

Helena pulled me in, my feelings got worse. She brought my face further forward with her hands on my cheeks and let her lips meet my lips, she began with the stage kiss but it felt rather real. I got comfortable and I started kissing back. Helenas hands started meeting my hips and I began loosing control, but just before that I pulled back and the director yelled 'CUT'.

Helena grabbed my hand and walked with me over to her dressing room.

'Y/N what was that'

'Uhm I, uhm'

'Y/N that was wonderfull! It felt like you ment it for real!'

'Thank u..'

'Wait..'

'Yea Helena, I ment it for real and I'm so sorry'

'Y/N... don't be sorry, I love you'

With those words rushing trough my head it got to much and I rushed out the same as I did last time, directly to my dressing room, and I started panicking. I started to breath heavy and I rushed my hands trough my hair. Apparantly Helena had followed me so she came in,

'Dear, what's wrong you look nervous'

'Helena I don't know if I can do this, with you.. me..'

'Y/N it's gonna be okay, why do you keep panicking so much?'

'Sorry, It's just.. I don't know I guess I've never really been in love..'

'Me neither Y/N but we'll get trough it..'

And we started hugging, just hugging softly. I felt her warm skin brushing against mine. Helena gave me a quick kiss on my forehead and then she fell asleep. I tried to sleep but thoughts were keepig me awake, but eventually I did fall asleep right in Helenas arms..