August 3, 1994

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Dear diary, today I just came back from the doctor, the said I have to right doe my feelings and I have no idea what to write so I'll just write this: tomorrow is my first day of highschool and I'm nervous, at least I don't have to go to school at the hospital anymore which I guess is okay but I'm not to happy about going to school with actual people but I think it'll be ok. I've been making mix tapes all day of Queen and the mamas and he papas, and I think it's really fun but being I'm my room all day is kind f boring when I don't have any friends but it's not like I'll make some anyways. Nobody wants to be friends with me, especially because of what happened last year. I just really don't want to mess with anyone this year. I hope you think I'm not weird because I really don't need another person thinking the same thing. I hope you just can understand the way I see things and why, I just need to talk to someone other than my cat. I just really want to get out of this world before it's too late. I'm sorry but I have to go, it's currently 12:30 at night and I have to get up early. ~ Parker

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