Tw: Referance to suicide
Previously on My Spark:
Langa's POV:
"What's going on?" I ask.
"Y/n she's..."
"What-?!"
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Langa's POV:"SHE'S IN A COMA?!" I exclaimed. I haven't felt such rage and pain since my father died.
I turned around to Reki who I knew was as hurt as I in this moment, but I couldn't help but feel the need to blame him. "REKI IF SHE DIES IT YOUR FAULT ITS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU JUST HAD TO COME AROUND AND BE A DOUCHE BAG INSTEAD OF MANNING UP YOU RAN AWAY AND NOW LOOK AT HER ALL BECAUSE YOU DONT LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP!" I yelled at him. At this point Reki was constantly apologizing as tears streamed down his face. My mother was crying and my dad looked like he was trying to be strong for her but i know when he's alone we will break down. Cherry was crying into Joe's chest and Joe looked to have a pained expression on his face. Miya and Michi were crying while hugging on shadow as he pat their backs also wearing a pained expression.
All of this going on around me just made me feel sadder and angrier... but it also made me think this was my fault.. because I wasn't there to keep her safe and that I couldn't be happy that Reki was ok even though I am it's hard to show with all these thoughts running through my head a mile a minute...
Reki's POV:
I'm just pathetically apologizing as if that would change anything. And Langa he's right if I wasn't so scared and not paying attention she would be alright.. and no one would be so sad because of my mistakes..
I hate my self so much I don't deserve to live... but I'll stay until she wakes.. but after that I can't do this anymore I can stay and make more people hurt because of my stupidity. If I disappear without a trace they will all forgive me and move on like I want them to...
No ones POV:
It has been 2 months since the accident. Reki went to sit by your side everyday barely being able to sleep until he was welcomed by your presents.Over these 2 months your family and friends have realized just how much you changed their lives and affected their relationships. They really miss you.. but what's going on in your mind..?
Y/N'S POV:
Im in a dark room with a spotlight in the middle. I quickly run to the spot light and start to see a shadow form a silhouette of a person..? It looks like a women.I start to run faster towards the light. 'Maybe this lady can help me find my way home..' I thought as I ran to her. Once the image became much clearer I realized the person I was seeing was...
To be continued... 🌝✨
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