"KULU"

Chapter 4 (3)

Kulu stood gazing at the beautiful view benith the amazing mansion , thinking of it a happy life at Times isn't all just take a look, six months of marriage no intercourse he doesn't even eat what I cook and instead asks the maid to make him pasta or noodles every night ,at times he sleeps out ,I have no rights to ask where he was he instead starts screaming and making me get scared! Hmmm I sighed what do I do? Should I speak to someone about this or not ! Or rather should I talk to aunt about this no inna won't bear to withstand this I can't make her upset with this trivial matter! What? Said my other self . Is this what you call a trivial matter (my head kept on chanting) hmmm at this point I don't know what to do! My whole thinking was stopped with the call of zuhr prayer! I made my way to my bedroom to offer my prayer!
Done with that there was a Knock on my room door 'come in ' I said softly it was Fati the maid mistress she looked disturbed and said ! Ma sir sent for young master I don't know what to tell them I can't tell them he hasn't been staying in the house lately else young master will fire me if I say so!
I turned my eyes away ! Why's he doing this now the poor girl is forced to lie to cover up his doings !! Ughhhh I murmured! Don't worry I will go down and talk to him! I pulled up my hijabi took a mini viel to cover my shoulders and went down
'Sannu' I said upon meeting him by the door,
Inawuni Hajiya!
Lafya kalau I answered in reply
He's been working late this days and returns to work first thing in the morning I tried to explain but when he's home I will deliver the summon to him inshaallah! I explained to him,
He nodded in for an understanding
Okay hajiya I will take my leave now
Yes sure thank you and my regards to everyone at home
Inshaallah hajiya he replied and walked away !
I turned around faced up almost as if I was literally looking at god and not the chandelier!
Hmmmm I sighed heavily,where are you ? It's been three days now you aren't home!
I sat down on the couch to relax my stressed self !
Thinking of how tough it has been for the past months ,hopefully it will be alright soon!

I dozed off without even knowing waking up to the next call of prayer which was Maghreb I turned around on watch for the time 7:10pm wow! I managed to get myself up and was paused when I heard scar sound comings in! I piped through the window and it was just him, Huh what a relief I was happy and smiling and quickly adjusted my scarf to a Ture kaga tsiya mode my smile was interrupted then! What is this what am seeing? Are you drunk?
Puzzled I continued
***** Giya? (Wine) in this house
Innalillahi wa inna ilai!!!! I couldn't finish it as he collapsed on me! Fati I called upon her
Maza maza (faster faster) go and call john
He came in shortly
Help me take him up now
I ordered him
Yes hajiya he replied
***. Was taken upstairs and laid on his bed
I made an eye sign for them to leave the room and they did on after the order
I sat down beside him ! **** why I murmured do you have to start this?
This is haram *** I noticed I was beginning to shed tears and got up to leave !
He grabbed my hand and pulled me making me fall on his warm body!
I was shocked and tried to get up but he pulled me back and gave a peck on my left chick from then I knew what he wanted
He wasn't in his senses so I got up
And tried to leave he grabbed my skirt wrapper and was about to pull it off
Innalillahi I said heavily
What are you doing *** you need to get some rest ***

It was as if I was talking to sculpture because he wasn't even responding before I knew it the lights where off! And all I could hear was the sound of his heavy breathing coming closer to my ear! And boom he was behind me! Crossing his hairy hands wrapping them around my tommy

Pulling his hands away he made a way to zip down my blouse !
Pushing me down to lay on the bed was what I shouldn't have allowed!
He was on me beafore I knew it too heavy to push away I had no choice but to give up
And a part of me that was murmuring
'Kulu chill he is your lawfully wedded husband, this was bound to happen'
I relaxed myself surrendered and allowed him do what he wanted

I was like a lifeless soul whom was just controlled by****

From here to there and after a long session he was breathing heavily as if he was having difficulty breathing! I was starting to get scared until he collapsed on me!
Dozing off to sleep!
This I can't deal with I said to myself
I got up pushed him to the other side of the bed and pulled out the blankets for him!
'She left me he murmured '
She what? My other self said to myself
I paused and was thinking who it was I knew I was there so who was he referring to?

Unmmm I sighed I silently walked away with my wrapper skirt wrapped around my chest holding my blouse and scarf thightly wrapped around my hands , I went into my bedroom and straight to the bathroom for a shower!

I prayed my Maghrib and isha'i salat then had dinner and went to bed with intention to sleep!
But it was the opposite
Sleep wasn't coming anytime soon!
As if it's mocking me ! I said to myself
I got up sat on the one sitter and began to think it through!
It wasn't wrong at all being that we are both married and it's Sunday of the prophet pbuh!
But it wasn't feeling comforted or me at all!
How would I face him in the morning ?
Or could it be that it's because it's my first time ?
Thoughts similar to that kept on ringing on my mind !
Looking up to the clock I realized it's 3am in the morning !
Sleep isn't here still!
I got up and picked a veil!
Opening my door and making my way down to the kitchen to have some tea!
Probably that will wave away time for me! I said to myself !