(sorry in advance ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
"how do I look?" Louis asks eric after putting a flower in his hair making him look ten times adorable,
"Love you're looking Adorable!" Eric smiles warmly at louis who blushed saying "thank y-"
"Stop this okay! It doesn't suit you, stop acting childish" harry says, he was texting on his phone but his ears were up as soon as he heard Eric compliment lou,
"Oh I'm sorry" louis removes the flower and frowns but tried to smile when he saw concern look on Eric's face,
Eric immediately goes and picks out two flowers and than comes towards louis to put it in his hair but louis stops him, "n-no Eric its fine!" Louis says,
Eric scoffs and glares at harry who was giving him intense stare, "you don't have to change yourself for anyone louis, if anyone tells you to change ignore them, you're beautiful the way you are!" And than Eric places both the flower in louis ear making him smile with tears,
"Thank you Eric no has called me beautiful in.....in my life" louis looks down at his hands frowning, Eric wipes the tear that fall louis' eye, "Don't thank me, you are a beauty to compliment" Eric smiles,
But suddenly harry grabbed louis arm and dragged him out without saying a word, and Eric wasn't able to stop him cos he know louis is his husband he can't stop them, he just wishes louis get to know that he deserves better.
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"What were you trying to do there huh? Flirting with Eric infront of me like I wasn't even there, what if he gets suspicious and tells my dad, I will be the bad guy here!" Harry yells at louis making him whimpered,
"Harry you are the bad guy here, you're hurting me so much harry just-....just stop trying to push everyone who try to comfort me.....i just want to be happy.... that's what i thought i will be after marrying you i- I didn't even had a clue you would hurt me....so much" louis says each other with all of his emotions in him, Harry was standing there looking deep into his eyes not saying a word, his eyes shows nothing not even regret...
"Stop your drama and grow up, stop crying so much, you annoy me Jesus Christ help me" harry rubs his forehead and goes to the ensuite of the guestroom there were in not looking back at a broken louis,
But someone did saw him breaking down....
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Louis' outfit:(God he's so tiny)
Everyone was eating breakfast, today they will finalize the deal and leave for NYC later that night,
Everyone was chatting but louis he was playing with his food and was extremely quiet, on the other hand harry, he was as loud as ever not even effected by louis' quite behaviour, but Eric was..
"Louis um...would you like come to my art gallery? I'd love to show you some art of mine!" Eric smiles at louis who's face broke a little smile and he nodded but harry well as always he disagrees,
"I will come too!" Harry says stubbornly and liam chuckles, "harry are you forgetting we're going to meet our friends?" Harry than stopped chewing and than said, "louis will not come with you!" Harry says in a sweet but stern vouce not forgetting Mr James was sitted there too,
" Harry let the boy enjoy, you will be out enjoying with your friends at least let him go" Eric glares at harry he was pissed off, "fine! I'll come to pic you up at 9 we have a flight at 10" harry than was engaged in a conversation with liam, louis smiles to himself cause he loves art!
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"Wow Eric this is so beautiful, you're an excellent artist" louis was impressed by the arts Eric have showed him, "you will love this one come" Eric walks to the end of the studio there was the biggest canvas covered with black cloth hiding himself,
Louis waits impatiently as Eric removes the cloth, the art piece makes his heart wrench,
It was of a boy holding a heart in his hand while tears fall down his cheeks, the most heart touching part was, there were letters craved on the heart that looks like it has been craved with knife blood pouring out of it, the letters were..
Still His..
Yes louis understood the painting without Eric explaining, he can feel the pain of that boy who gave his heart to a boy who hurt him....
"This....is a boy his name is Eric....and the biggest mistake of his life was...he fell for someone who can't be his...who hurt him... who's still hurting him.... Got his heart played, his feelings, used him like a toy and in the end.....left him alone to die.....with a heart that is still His..."
Louis laughs....a painful laugh and while laughing he cries.....and sobs painfully falling on his knees....he knew Eric saw his and Harry's argument last night, that's the reason Eric showed him this painting and the story behind him...
"I- i know louis...i know how much it hurts... I I'm so sorry...you deserve so much better...i- i could express my feelings through painting but you... you're bundling it inside you... Don't do it... don't stop yourself from being who you are and living how you want ....i know .... I've made the same mistake.." Eric falls on his knees and hugs louis while tears flow down his face falling on Louis' sweater,
"It ... It hurts so much Eric...he...he doesn't love me he said I'm a kid...all this is drama but Eric... Eric I love him so much.... why can't he understand my feelings....he...he loves someone else Eric.... I'm broken please help me...." Louis was sobbing in Eric's chest, his whole body shaking, Eric was rubbing comforting hands on his back to calm him.
"I know louis, I've also been through this, i loved him while he only used me for his own benefit, i let him use me because i loved him but you...louis don't let harry use you...show him you deserve so much better... Don't hurt yourself... I know what will happen...so please don't let him hurt you anymore..... please"
After letting the words sink in louis calms down, and looks at Eric breaking their tight hug, "thank you so much Eric you made me realized what....what I was going to do was so wrong... I won't let him hurt me anymore... I'll find myself someone who will love me for who I am...and care for me" louis whispers and Eric wipes louis wet with tears face smiling warmly at him,
"You deserve better" louis nodes and hugs Eric one last time they both were startled when a voice boomed through the silent room,
"What the fuck are you doing?"
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