𝐓𝐨 𝐁𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐨 𝐁𝐞 𝐈𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

7

"zayn where's your office" I looked at zayn who was already looking at me, "next to you" (I'm sorrryyy)

"Oh wow, I wanna see yours" I looked at him with my puppy eyes making him chuckle,

"You don't have to ask twice baby" I blushed deep red, I know its not right but something inside me likes the way zayn is treating me.

"Here's my office"

Right next to mine, he opened the door for me and bowed, I giggled and went inside with following behind me,

"Wow!" The thing came out of my mouth,

His office was beautiful, there one whole wall filled with pictures hanging, and I rushed toward it first, "is this your family?"

"Hmm, I love them so much that I made a whole wall for only them so that I won't miss them too much" I smiled sadly at zayn, and said "I miss my dad too" I looked at every picture of him and his family, there was a beautiful lady standing next to him kissing his cheek and zayn' face adorably scrunched in that which made me giggle,

"She's beautiful, your mum?" I asked him and he chuckled nodding, "she's beautiful just like you" I blushed at what I just said and he smirked, "I'm happy to know darling" I can't blush anymore I'm already a tomato,

I looked around to the next side there was a huge window, and by the railing there were followers, "i love flowers!' I claimed happily skipping to have a look at the beautiful lilies, roses, and many more.

"I love to plant, I know this park which is filled flowers, I'll take you there sometime, would you like to come" zayn grins at me and I nodded shyly, "of course zayn"

I looked around to find a shelf filled with books just like in my office, "i like to read books" he claims and I nodded, "i like to write books" I giggled and he smiled.....fondly?

"Its beautiful zayn!" I said and he nodded, murmuring, "not more than you" god i haven't blushed this much in my life.

"I think I should go now zayn" i have to go home I'm hungry,

"Home? You want me to drop you?" If shook my head and said, "I'll ask harry if he can drop me, if not I'll take a cab" I said politely,

"He must be busy let me drop you please" zayn batted his long lashes at me and I can't help but give up, "okay just let me grab my phone I left it in my office"

He nods and we both left, "I'll be waiting outside" I nodded and went inside my office,

I smiled at desk where my phone was it was lighting means someone's calling, I looked at the id....harry?

"Hi harry!" I said cheerfully,

"Turn around lewis" I frowned at his horse voice but turned to look at his office which was separated by a glass, I can't hear what he says from inside but can perfectly see what he's doing, it broke my heart.

"D'you like it baby?"

"Yeah harry faster"

There he was fucking another women, I can't see the women's face but can make out they both are enjoying.....why does he want me to see this?

I didn't know I was crying till a painful sob shook my body, suddenly harry looked at me and smirked, crunching his nose he throws his head back with his his mouth open, must be moaning.

He's enjoying see me in pain, he wants me to see this to show me how worthless I am, how happy he is with 'her'..... I can't take it anymore..

I turned to leave while sobs erupt my body which I can't stop, in the same time zayn opened the door, "what took you- louis you alright?" He said worried, "i...leave me alone zayn" with that I left him there with a last look at harry who was enjoying his time making me cry even more......what have I done to deserve this?