𝐓𝐨 𝐁𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐨 𝐁𝐞 𝐈𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

45

After a while louis hangs up and as soon as he signs harry sits next to him making him jump, harry gave him a toothy grin and says, "lets go swimming!"

Louis shakes his head grabbing the stupid book he's been reading for a while, harry signs and goes to swim alone. After two hours he comes back dripping from head to toe and in his boxers he goes to change clothes when louis stops him,

"What happened?" Harry asks frowning and he saw that louis was nervous and playing with the strings on his jeans short he said, "can I use your laptop? I'm bored" harry chuckled and nods, "of course louis you don't have to ask!"

"Whatever!" Louis rolls his eyes and goes to grab Harry's laptop and harry quickly changes into some joggers and a tank top and goes into kitchen to make lunch when he saw louis already made it that makes him smile than he goes to sit next to louis and saw that he was looking at some houses that made him frown.

"Why are you looking for houses louis?" He heard louis scoff that made him even more worried he slams his laptop shit and makes louis look at him he asked again, "why Louis?"

"After dad gave you the position you want, the CEO of styles.co you will leave me so why not be prepared!" That made Harry's heart clench and he shakes his head grabbing louis hand firmly he said, "i....i won't leave you louis you're.... important to me"

Louis rolls his eyes and said, "that's not what you said on our first night harry remember your words? Or should i repeat?"

*Flashback*

"ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴋɪᴅ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀs ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ. ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ's ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴍɪɴᴇ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴜsʙᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ, sᴏ sᴛᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴜsɪɴᴇss ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴏᴏᴅ?"

"ʏ-ʏᴇs ʜᴀʀʀʏ"

"ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ"

*Flashback end*

"I remember every word you said harry, the way you called your husband a kid on your first night! You're so shameless harry how can you even say I'm important when I mean nothing to you! You only want sex harry and I don't want that! I don't wanna be your sex toy, I'm here only because I'm still married to you.  harry the moment you get that stupid position you will divorce me you didn't said it but i know your plans already! So before I go through that let me be prepared!"

Louis panted his face red and harry was out of words, the first time louis has seen there was something else in Harry's eyes, "I don't mean anything i said that night louis. I'm so so sorry to call you kid you're my husband louis and I respect your every decision but please don't leave me, and if its for that position..... I don't want it.... I want you!"

"You make it so difficult for me harry.... I don't even know why I'm important for you!" Louis wipes his nose and his tears falling were forgotten. "Because.....you just are important for me just....you mean so much to me I don't wanna lose you!"

"I don't know what to do harry!" Louis sobs painfully making harry hug him and louis doesn't fights now and falls in Harry's arms, "sshhh lou don't pressurise yourself love" louis' sobs were now silent and harry looks at him he was asleep with tears still on his cheeks,

Harry quickly takes him to their bedroom and tugs in bed kissing his forehead he left him. He's so confuse how say louis he loves him... He's so scared what if louis leaves him what if he rejects him what if he hates him...or will he accept him?

•••

"Louis eat something love you didn't even eat lunch get up!" Louis groans but gets up and follows harry downstairs. In kitchen where harry has served the food beautifully and also pulls the chair for him, louis blushes and sits down.

"Did you like it?" Harry asks after louis gulps the water down after eating everything in return he only nods and says thank you, "let's have a walk on beach"  louis wants to say no but the cold breeze of night he wanna feel it.

Both of them walks on the beack just looking at the dark sea and small waves coming and going, after sometime louis sits down removing his sandal he signed. Harry hesitate to sit next to him, after a while louis signed and looks at harry with no emotion in his eyes.

Harry was looking at the sea his fine jaw line resting in an angle his green eyes now tired he turns his head to Look at louis too who's next word surprised him,

"Can I sing a song i wrote.....its called.....copy of a copy of a...copy" harry smiles brightly and nods, "please do!" Louis looks at the sea and starts the first verse...

"It's an old curse, dreamers divin' head first
Broken beaks and dead birds
Can't get through the glass
There's no use cryin' over spilled blood
Carin' only kills love
A kiss won't bring it back"