Love Is Not Over || JEON JUNGKOOK ff

6: Let me kiss you more

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Today, you and Jungkook had decided to go on your very first date, a coffee date. Sitting opposite to each other, for the first time, you didn't know what to talk about. He knew everything about you, and in an atmosphere like this, it felt so difficult to start a conversation.

He breaks the silence, "I won't be showing up to school for the next week." What he said was sudden and confusing, furrowing your eyes, you ask, "huh? Is there something wrong? Is your father okay?"

He chuckles, "he is better than ever, in fact, he's coming home." Your concerned expression calms down a bit. He continues to explain, "I need to spend time with him." You look down, feeling mixed emotions. He gently placed his hand over yours that rested on the table, "hey, don't feel lonely. It's just one week.".

"I haven't left your side for even one second. But I understand how busy your father as a business man is, I am glad he is able to manage time for you."

A business man was a good excuse to hide his father's true identity, an excuse you believed in blindly. "We'll make up for the lost time, we'll have lots of fun when I come back."

And so, one conversation led to another. Your chest started to feel easier, the conversation flowed and so did time. After leaving the cafe, you both take a walk on the streets. Resisting the urge to hold his hand, you bit your lower lip and tried to distract yourself with your fingers. He takes a breath, as if about to speak something important, "I wanted to show you something." Turning your eyes to him, you watch patiently as he takes out a rose gold pendant with a butterfly charm.

Your eyes sparkled, you always loved butterflies. "It's my mother's, she left it for me," he explained. The happiness in your eyes fade. "Your mother's?"

"Yes, and I want you to wear it, it's a small gift."

"W-what? But I can't, it's your mother's memories. It's too special."

"And that's why I am giving it to you."

You didn't wanna accept his gift, it felt too significant. But it also felt disrespectful to reject it. Looking into his eyes, as if asking: is it really okay? He was grinning, taking a breath you nod your head and turn around. Sweeping your hair away, he places the charm just above your cleavage, wrapping your arm with the cold chain, he quickly tucks it as if he had practised doing it before. Fixing your hair, he gently touches your shoulder, turning your face to him.

He was smiling wide, proud of the way it looked on you. The butterfly resting on your neck, you gently touch it and look up to with a grin, "thank you, Jungkook, I'll cherish it, always."

When you looked into his eyes, you couldn't look away, you didn't know how to break it. Your gaze falls from his eyes to his lips. His sweet lovely kissable lips. Your own lips parting up as a question arises in your head: what would he taste like?

When you looked into his eyes again, they carried the same lust, as if thinking the same: what would her lips taste like? Moving your face closer, ending the gap, you gently press your lips against his. Your weight was shifted onto your toes, eyes closed as you savoured the flavour. As you were about to pull away, he grips your hip and pulls you closer to himself and joins your lips to his once again.

But the second kiss was different, it was more desperate, hungrier and stronger. You never saw this dominant side of his. First your upper lip, then your lower, then both, he kissed every edge of your mouth. The tip of his tongue gently teasing you, his teeth brushing against your lips occasionally. The kiss finally breaks, and your eyes meet. However, his eyes begged for more. As if he ever had the liberty, he would undress you and mark your every inch as his, right there, right then. Breaths mixing, bodies pulling, hearts racing, and you didn't even realise when you rested your arm around his shoulder.

"That...was incredible."  He whispers against your face, flushing your cheeks red.

~Monday~

After all your classes had ended, you were filling your bag with your books, still in thoughts about the cafe night, the pendant still resting between your collarbones. Unexpectedly, someone knocks at the door. Your face turns serious, "Y/N, can I see you for a moment? In my office, now."

Everyone had almost left, even your extra classes were over.  You had no idea why Mr Kim sounded so serious, feeling uneasy already, you take a deep breath. Adjusting your clothes before you leave, you reach the door to his office and enter. He doesn't greet you like usual, instead, hands you some papers. Taking a look, your eyes widen up in shock.

You had failed in his subject. Although you practised so hard, you couldn't believe you would fail. You look at him for an explanation. "Don't look at me like that, it's your result."

"B-but...I practised so hard. This can't be true."

He steps closer. "Do you have any idea who you're taking to? If you fail these exams, you would have to repeat the grade or, get expelled."

Your eyes widen up at the word expelled. "Y-you...you did it on purpose. The result is supposed to be declared in two days."

"Look. I am showing you your result, because you're different. You're a special student and I certainly think we can make an arrangement to fix this."

"Fix...?"

"All you have to do...is make some slight adjustment in our...relationship."

Taking a step back, feeling unsafe, you look at the door, it was closed.

"And if you don't, Miss Y/N, you would be expelled. Your future will be ruined. And not just you, imagine what can happen to your friends, you will be responsible for their miserable lives."

Resting his hand on your shoulder, he tries to give a reassuring squeeze, his lips curled at the corner into a smirk. Tears started to well up into your eyes, the thought of Jungkook getting expelled because of you was overwhelming. Your body had frozen.

In the corridor, Taehyung was passing by. The office door was closed, but that didn't confuse him, until he started to hear sobs from inside. Eyes widening up, his body frozen, he brings his ear closer, eavesdropping.

"Look...I offer you a deal. I won't fail you. Just make sure to keep it a secret."

He says, bringing his face closer to yours. His hand falls from your shoulder and lands on your waist, sending a spark in your body. Clenching the papers tightly, you didn't know how to react, how to push him away, you were lost of words. His lips were one breath away from yours. Closing your eyes, holding your breath, praying silently for it to end, when the door bursts open.

???: What the hell is going on!?

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