I Have A Say Too (AU)

Chapter 4: i Knew it Was to Good to Be True

Harry's POV:

I burst into tears as my eyes scan over the tweet from Louis.

@Louis_Tomlinson: Hey guys! Me my new girlfriend Eleanor! (: pic.twitter.com/7AT5MUZ8G

And that picture is a picture of him and his NEW GIRLFRIEND smiling like I don't even exist! How the fuck could he! Why would he do this to me! Was I some kind of toy for him while he waited to find the perfect girl!? I thought he was gay... Well that's what he said to me anyways! I thought I was the only one... Well that's what he said to me anyways!

I guess I was wrong all wrong, about everything.

Two arms are wrapped around my shaking frame as my emotions come pouring out of my body as tears. I bury my face in Nick's chest as he rocks me back and forth rubbing soothing circles on my back... For the second time today!

"WHY GRIMMY WHY!?!" It comes out a bit muffled and distorted because I'm crying and my face is in his shirt, but he understood me all the same.

"i don't know Haz, I don't know" I cry harder as he uses the nick name given to me by Louis. As if he realised his mistake due to the fresh tears he apologises.

"Oh shit! I'm sorry Harry! I didn't mean to... And like... But I..... I'm sorry!" I don't respond I just soak his shirt as he tries to comfort me.

I hear the door burst open and know exactly who that could be. Hurried loud footsteps come pounding down the halls, until they stop.

"Haz..." comes a cracked and broken sob ripped from the throat of the one I love.i stiffen.

"I don't think he wants to hear your shit Louis! He's had enough of your lies!!" Grimmy's chest rumbles as he tries to hold in the anger he is feeling towards Louis!

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!" he shouts. I can tell that he is, and has been crying. Why, he got what he wanted.

I lift my head from Grimmy's chest tears still sliding soundlessly down my face. "What do you mean I DON'T UNDERSTAND!" I lose it! "WHAT'S THERE TO NOT UNDERSTAND LOUIS!! I WAS JUST YOUR TOY, YOUR GAME, YOUR LITTLE EXPERIMENT UNTIL YOU GOT WHAT YOU REALLY WANTED! YOU NEVER REALLY LOVED ME!! YOU NEVER REALLY CARED SO PISS OFF! I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE!" I'm now shouting and standing nose to nose with him as tears fall down both of our faces.

As I turn to walk back to Grimmy, hands grab mine. "Harry!! PLEASE, listen to me!" I turn to him, "please, listen to what I have to say!"

"what could you possibly say that could make any of this better?"

Louis' POV:

I take a deep breath. Here goes nothing.

I enter managements office and see 3 people situated at one side of a long conference table, and one chair across from them.

"ah Mr. Tomlinson. Please have a seat." the friendly looking blonde woman says motioning to the empty chair.

I cautiously walk to the chair and sit wearily.

"so I suppose you are wondering why we have called you here today?" say the burly guy with the beard and moustache.

"y-y-yes sir." I stutter my nerves getting the best of me.

"Louis there is no need to be nervous." the blonde says in a calm gentle tone, making me even more nervous.

"yes, as you see we just want to discuss some things." the woman with dark hair says.

"what kind of... Things?" I question carefully.

"it's about you and your band mate, Harry Styles, relationship." I freeze, eyes going wide as I lift my head to stare at all three of the strangers before me.

"w-what about our relationship?" I start to become defensive.

"well it has appeared that to many fans have suspected something between you, and as we told you, that can NOT happen." the man says stressing the word not.

"what's so wrong with people having suspicions? Or knowing for that matter?!" I begin to raise my voice as I get more and more defensive.

"we stated from the start Louis that we didn't want you two together. It creates a bad image for the band. It can't have two gay members, how would that make you boys look. Parents wouldn't let there children listen to you if you two were in an open relationship." the dark haired woman states.

"we bent for you boys, we told you you could be together, if it remained a secret. But things have started to slip. And something needs to be done about it." the dark haired woman continues.

My jaw set, I turn and look at the blonde one. She looks sympathetic, and has only said one thing the entire time. "what do you mean something needs to be done!" I saw through clenched teeth eyes set hard on the man and dark haired woman.

"well we have discussed it, and we have decided that you must get a girlfriend." that's when my jaw drops.

"w-w-WHAT!!!" I shoot up out of my chair! "I will NOT get a girlfriend!" I shiver in disgust as the word girlfriend passes through my lips. "I'm GAY! Would you like me to spell that out for you! G-A-Y! I like BOYS! Penis and muscle and rough lips and up the butt! Not girls, and vagina and soft skin and lips and UGH!" I shiver in disgust. "IM IN LOVE WITH HARRY AND I LIKE SUCKING HIS DICK AND SHOVING MINE UP HIS ASS OK!! NOT SHOVING MY DICK UP SOME SLAGS CRUSTY VAGINA! THAT'S NASTY!"

"well you have no say! Bring in the girl!" the man says.

"YOU ALREADY GOT SOME SLUTTY BITCH TO DO THE JOB!! YOU ARE DISGUSTING FUCKING ASSHOLES!! WHY THE FUCK CAN'T YOU LET US BE HAPPY!! WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH BEING GAY!! NOTHING THERE IS NOTHING WRONG!! YOU ALL SICKEN ME!!" I turn and head towards the door, hitting the brunette bitch standing there eyes wide like a fucking fish. "move bitch!" I open the door and am about to store out when a voice stops me.

"Louis if you walk out that door, you are done. You will be out of the band." I turn around slowly and shut the door. Walking into the room a bit.

"You wouldn't." I glare at them

"oh but we would." the dark haired woman smirks deviously.

I sigh frustratedly and pull at my beanie. "Fine. We'll do it your way, as long as nothing happens to Harry. As long as he stays unharmed and doesn't have to get involved with a beard."

"fine. So do you are staying in the band... With the beard."

"if that's what it takes to keep me and Harry safe.... Then that's what need to be done." my eyes downcast on the floor as tears spring to my eyes, I blink them back.

"good. Now Louis, this is Eleanor. Your beard. Eleanor this is Louis." the man smiles like a serpent.

I look up at the brunette in front of me. Skinny, thigh gap, awkward face, thin lips.

"I don't like her. I want someone else." I state full out, not holding back. Because honestly I dont give a shit about this bitches feelings.

"to bad Mr. Tomlinson. She will be your beard and that is that."

I growl. "Fiiiine!" "bitch" I mumble under my breath.

"good. Now get together and take a picture please. And smile. You will post that on twitter and announce her to the fans as your girlfriend.

@Louis_Tomlinson: Hey guys! Me my new girlfriend Eleanor! (: pic.twitter.com/7AT5MUZ8G