I Have A Say Too (AU)

Chapter 3: the dream thats reality

"Hey babe, I'll be right back I'm going to grab a beer. You want one?"

"yeah that would be great thanks!" with a chaste kiss to my lips his arms leave my waist and I head towards the kitchen.

Wearing through grinding bodies and masses of drunk people I eventually make it there. I walk over to the bucket of ice and an assortment of drinks, on the table. I scan over the contents and swiftly grab two Corona, turning to leave the kitchen. I again weave my way through the crowd. I scan the room for Harry and see some blonde slut leaning all over him and trying to kiss him!

I drop the beers on the ground and stalk over to the bimbo attacking MY boyfriend. I grab a hold of her cheap nasty extensions and rip her off of Harry. "What do you think you're doing!" I growl in her face, pushing her.

"Trying to get into sexy's pants over there!" she winks her makeup cover, fake eyelashes eye at him. Bitch is gunna get it.

"Listen up hoe, and listen up good! You are gunna take your slutty ass self and tacky outfit out of my fucking sight and keep your god damn fucking hands off of my boyfriend before I beat you into oblivion! Understand?"

She cackles. "your.... Boyfriend?" more cackling. "There is no way in hell he would go for you! Your not even a girl! You have a penis, not a vagina. Guys like vaginas!"

That's it she's dead! "EXCUSE ME!! Who the FUCK do you think you are!? Do know who I am bitch! I'm Louis fucking Tomlinson! And how dare you fucking say that shit! He IS my boyfriend and you are nothing but a cheap skanky slag! And for your information he loves my dick! Especially when it's deep inside him, penetrating him so fast, moans spilling out of his mouth and filling up the room! Oh and he sure seems to love it when he's sucking me off , and doing that thing with his tongue that only he can do. And he loves it when I suck him off, teasing him and playing with his balls! Not all mother fucking guys like vaginas! Just like not all mother fucking girls like dicks! So how about you go fuck off and eat pussy!" by now I'm up in her face, my own flushed red in anger.

She glares at me. "How about we let him decide who he wants. Me or you."

Anger still bubbling under my skin, I step back.... "Fine!"

I feel to big hands placed on my waist and spin me around. My lips me him in a tantalising kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck as his secure there position back on my waist. As he runs his tongue across my bottom lip, a moan slips fro my mouth to his as his tongue rubs against mine. I hear a frustrated growl and then heels stomping off somewhere next to me but I pay it no attention, and Harry runs his tongue around every crevice of my mouth. Suddenly he pulls away, both of us breathing heavy. He rests his forehead against mine.

"I love you." he pants out. A smile spreads across my face. "I love you too." he places a gentle kiss on my nose making blush rise to my cheeks. I look up and into his eyes, a goofy grin on my face. He cups my cheek in his hand and I lean into his touch willingly.

"I love you so so SO much Lou!" I put my hand over his on my face, holding it there. I smile at his words. "You're so beautiful babe. I don't know what I would do without you."

"You won't ever have to be without me." I peck hi gently on the lips.

All of a sudden I'm wretched from his grip. Struggling to get out of the hold of whoever this is. "Let me go!" I free my shirt and turn around to see members of management behind me.

"Louis you and Harry can't be together anymore."

Can't be together anymore

Can't be together anymore

Can't be together anymore

My head starts to spin, my breathing increasing.

"NO!! You can't do this! NO! I won't let you!"

They walk away without another word. I turn to Harry, but see him making out with that blonde slag from earlier. My chest tightens and my insides drop. I can't breath, and as I watch the scene I front of me unfold, a sob slips from lips.

This can't be happening!

I wake with a start. Looking over at the sleeping figure next to me. Harry lay in boxers next to me, still here.... Still mine.

I slip from the bed and slip down the stairs. I make myself some eggs and toast, as I wearily watch the clock. 7 am. I have a meeting with management, by myself, at 8:30. I couldn't be more nervous. I finish my food half an hour later, and head back upstairs to get dressed.

I slip on some black skinnies and my the killers shirt. I slip a beanie on my head not bothering to do my hair today. I look back over at Harry. It was just a dream Louis! It was just a dream!

I head back downstairs and look around the kitchen. My phone rings in my pocket. I fish it out and check the caller ID. Niall....

Hello?

N: hey buddy!

What's up Niall?

N: just callin to see what you are doing today!

I have that meeting with management remember...

N: oh yeah... I wonder what it's about

You don't think I don't! I'm scared out of my wits of what will become of this meeting!

N: it's ok mate I'm sure nothing bad will happen

I hope your right.

N: you tell Harry about it?

No I don't want him to know in case something bad happens.

N: but do you really want him to worry?

No.... But there's not much I can do Ni!

N: you could tell him.

That's not an option and you know it... Shit he's coming gotta go!

I shove my phone back into my pocket just as Harry walks into the kitchen. I try my best to avoid all eye contact, and keep my back turned. If he looks into my eyes he will tell something's wrong.

When he leaves to go get ready upstairs I quickly scribble a note onto a piece of paper. I grab my jacket and slip on my TOMS. I take a deep breath and walk out the door.

I really hope this isn't going to affect anyone. I'm so scared. I hop in my car and head down the street towards the busier part of London. Straight to managements office. As I park the car and walk into the building I can't stop My hands from shaking.

The receptionist tells me they are waiting for me in the meeting room and to go straight on up. In the elevator I contemplate everything this could be about. The ding that signals I've arrived to the floor pulls me out of my thoughts. Walking slow down the halls I take deep breaths. I stand I front of the door, braving myself. Deep breath.

Here goes nothing.