The sun needs love too

Chapter 2:Life is unpredicatable

Romance breakdowns come and go ,never had that problem occurred to her a single bit ,she had given her whole heart to what she believed had been the truth ."Lies started emerging,within her was self worthlessness,trying to move on with her heart ,had torn her apart .She became numb as she was told "I don't think this will work out anymore''
Dreams fallen apart as she reached for the one thing she found delight in ,it had been gone shattered emotions ,reasoning that it had been her fault ,beauty lies within the beholder ,but as she allowed the guy to take all of that respect and love away from her she was empty ,cried in her inner depth until she was worn out .Trying her best to keep it all together,she fell apart ,she allowed a person to keep her grounded ,never had room for pain ,Love will never find me she said ,hoping that things would change ,betrayal like a soft stab but painful death at heart ,meant complete disaster upon her part ,Afraid of her thoughts fears ,her new capabilities of self harm it became real ,it took a toll on the teen ,it had been the memories clouding her mind that she didn't see the true motive to a selfish persons actions ,self blame was all she did all night long .No happiness ,no sunshine rained on her cloud .It was dividing her ,tearing down her inner worry her crown began to fall down

Sadness,took her happiness away tears ,with the ups and downs ,until it got to a boiling point
Hospital bed she found herself,she had nothing in her that she needed some purpose to refill the hope she had lost ,it was devastating,it caused her harm
Her untold mental illness to many appeared in different forms she hadn't thought of ,no compassion whatsoever

It became a journey,a Journey she still walks on to this very day.