Tommy's pov:I flip the page of my book, making a little to no noise, i tried my best to keep my forces on it but failed. The small room that I was in was making me squirm, but then again I've lived in this for most of my life, I've been to so many houses but I always end back up here.
Maybe I'll ask one of the staff members if I could go out in the garden, I mean they would probably let me even though they don't like me that much, I need to stench anyways so..
I get up and go to my little pile of folded clothes and I look through them, I just end up putting on some jeans and normal white shirt, I didn't bother to put a sweater on since it was hot outside.. I look in my mirror, I look ok? I lift my wings into view, the red hurt my eyes. So I look ok.. I grab my book, a pen and my notebook and go outside my room.The hallways was broken down, the wall paper was kinda a yellowish colour when it used to be white..
I walked down the hallway slowly making i grip my books tightly, I don't know what time it is but the sun it still up, I guess like 3pm? i shudder, the halls always feel really cold, even in the dead of summer.i pull my wings in, wrapping them around myself as to try to keep warm. I also try to keep my steps quiet, as to not notify anyone that im out here. i dont really have anymore friends here, i sigh and contuse to look for a staff member.
as i continue to wander the empty halls, looking for any staff member to let me outside, fuck i just want some fresh air. it felt like years until i found someone, and of course it was Mrs.Lee. she fucking hates me, and i hate her. But i take a deep breath and scribble down my question, if i don't talk they wont yell at me.
i hand her the paper that says ¨Can i go outside please?¨ I could feel her eyes burning into my skull. She scoffed at me, ripping up the paper and dropping it on the floor.
¨Fine Tom, Just don't fucking hang yourself like your stupid friend Grayson did. We dont need another kid dead this week¨ she saids, my heart drops.
i forgot about Gray dying, but i guess thats fine,
this is fine death is normal for younger people.
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