Random One-Shots

"It's okay, love" Elle Greenaway x OC

TW: Anxiety, Panic attack, Kidnapping, Cursing, Suicide, Blood, Knifes, Nightmares

Summary: Reader is dating Elle Greenaway, and after a bad case they get home and the reader has a panic attack thinking about the last victim of the case.

Word Count (992)

I was awoken by someone gently shaking my shoulder,
"Hey, love we landed." My girlfriend Elle said while brushing a few stray hairs out of my face.
"What?" I ask completely out of it,
"It's time to go home, amor" she said with a slight laugh standing and offering me her hand. I sleepily take it and she helps me up and I grab my go-bag before heading out with her.

We shovel ourselves into her car and she starts driving, "No pasa nada, princessa, descansa, estaremos en casa en diez minutos." Elle said with a smile, gently placing her hand on my thigh. I nodded curling up in my seat and staining out the window as my eyes grew heavier and I eventually fell asleep.

"Help! Please someone help me!" A scream came from the down the hall, me and Morgan eye contact before I charged down the hall, Derek not too far behind me.
"On three, ready?" Derek asked, I nodded, he signaled, and with one strong kick broke the door. "FBI hands where I can see 'em!" I yelled as I entered the room,
"Get the hell out!" The unsub hissed, a girl stood chained by her wrists to the ceiling,
"I said get out!" He yelled again grabbing a knife and putting it to the girls throat,
"Come on man you're smarter than this, you know if you hurt her you're not gonna get out of here." Morgan said trying to talk down the unsub,
"I'm not getting out of here either way," the unsub said.
"Please help," the girl whimpered,
"Shut up!" The man said, pushing the knife harder to her throat. I looked over at Morgan exchanging a look trying to let him know what I was planning. He simply nodded and turned back to the unsub,
"These girls hurt you, right?" I asked trying to appeal to the unsub,
"This is their own faults." He hissed,
"I know but hurting them won't make the pain stop," Morgan added on,
"Just put down the knife and we'll talk about this, we can take you back to Jessica." I said, the name Jessica jogged something in the mans mind.
"Jessica," he said removing the knife from the girls neck and putting it to his own, "This is her fault." He said as the blade slid across his neck,
"No!" Derek shouted, as i unchanged the girl, but something looked wrong. He face was pale and her body was almost looked lifeless, then I noticed a cut on the back of her neck, then the blood coming from her mouth.
"You could've helped me." Her voice rang out clear in my head,
"You shouldn't have rushed in like that, you should've waited!" Derek yelled
"You did this to me!" The girl yelled.

Then I woke up to someone shaking me, it was Elle.
"Hey, hey, hey, what's wrong?" She asked, worry and concern covering her face,
"Why are you crying, love?" She asked cupping my fave and wiping a few tears off my cheeks.
"It, it was just a bad dream. That's all." I said reassuringly, taking one of her hands in mine, "We're home, if you want to talk about it when we get inside?" She asked her warm amber eyes never leaving mine,
"Not right now, let's just get to bed." I said with a small smile.
She unlocked the door to our apartment and we both kicked off our shoes and put our badges and guns on the dining table, she headed to the kitchen and I headed to our bedroom where I changed into one of her over sized t-shirts.
I sat on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands, that girls words echoed in my head, "You did this to me!" Was all I could think about. Oh god this maybe this was my fault, if I hadn't of rushed in that girl would still be alive, that unsub would be in cuffs. Before I knew it I was hyperventilating and tears were flooding my eyes.
Shit, I-I need to calm down.

"Forest?" My girlfriend asked rushing to my side, "Look at me, I'm right here, everything's gonna be okay. It's okay, love." She took my hands trying to help calm me down,
"B-but I, I should've waited," I said taking heavy breaths between any chance I could, the tears still streaming down my face.
"Baby that's not your fault, you couldn't have known," she said her voice was so soothing and silky smooth.
"But I could-" I was cut off by Elle gently pressing her soft lips to mine, I slowly felt the tension in my shoulders drop as one of her hands left mine to cup my face. She pressed her forehead against mine, "I need you to unclench your jaw for me, sweetness." Her thumb stroked over my cheek wiping away a few tears, "You couldn't have known what was gonna happen, amor." She said softly, pulling my head into her chest and onto her lap, wrapping her arms around my waist, I through my arms around her neck never wanting to let her go, she pulled me closer and I buried my face in the crook of her neck finally able to breath regularly again.

"I'm tired," I mumbled into her neck,
"I know sweetheart, let's go to bed," she whispered softly into my ear, placing a light kiss on my forehead. She then laid back with me softly, and I once again reclaimed my spot nestled into her chest.
"I love you angel," She said planting a soft but passionate kiss on my lips,
"I love you too."