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" No! You don't understand me. He ruined me! I won't forgive him! I will have my revenge. He deserves to be dead!
I hate him! I hate him for ruining my life. I will kill him! I will take my revenge!"
She(Psy) sat in silence noting down every actions or words Prachi did or used. It was easier way to check her mental stability with this.
Her emotions got best of her as she revealed her inner thoughts to her (Psy) seating on couch telling how much she hated that man.
" I wish I could torture him. He should die painful death! He didn't stopped even when I begged him, I cried and begged to him to leave me but he brutally forced himself on me.
He manhandled me, slapped me, raped me, abused me! I could never forget that time, I used to pray to be saved everyday.
But he cruelly crushed my hope in his hands, his words blamed me for being resisting. I will never forgive him for emotionally playing with me. Do you what he said? He told me I was suffering because of my mistakes! For him, I was reason behind everything. He blamed me for my kidnapping!
I want him to suffer the same! What he did to me, he even ordered people working under him to isolate me! I was all alone captured and abused with no one to save me, I tried everything to run away but he didn't let me!
I even let him do whatever he wanted just in hope to be freed, but I was proven wrong. I was desperate to be free, I accepted his tortures his shameful names everything but at the end I was further humiliated.
He should suffer! I will make him suffer!"
Her tears never stopped, she opened up her thoughts, she felt it was justified for her to think that way. Her hate for him was justified! Her thoughts emotions should be justified!
He ruined her! She should do the same! Her reason to kill him should be understandable, she just wanted her revenge. How could she forget those days easily? How could she let him go just like this? Shouldn't he pay for his sins?
Shouldn't he suffer the same? What if he didn't get punished enough? Isn't it reasonable for her to punish him, the one who suffered under him was her! It should be justified if she herself punished him.
It has already been few days from her meeting with Ronit, everyday she was having counseling with psychiatric Nitisha especially after test results came.
At first Prachi didn't much opened up to her but when Nitisha gained her confidence and trust it became easier. Her discomfort to talk about memories she feared was never unnoticed by her(n).
These days were not peaceful for her as she imagined, she thought her life would be changed once she get out of that cage but it turned into more chaotic.
Every day she had nightmares, horrible things would be repeated working as reminder for her to never let her forget anything.
she was pinned on bed with handcuffs around her wrists, she struggled to break free herself twisting turning her wrists in any possible way to escape.
"You can't escape anymore! More you struggled more you will suffer. Learn to love me Prachi, I am your only destiny"
His words would scare her further, every night she would find herself entangled in that place caged and trapped just like before.
" I don't want to cry any longer! I feel weak, I couldn't even protect myself. My papa, he was my only family he died because of this. Whom should I blame? Whom should I call responsible?
He didn't committed suicide, he was killed! He was brave man but his daughter's disappearance broke him, he was broken to the point he could not stay any longer."
As if this was not enough another news broke her, when her body checkup result arrived she got to knew she was terminally ill patient and needed immediate therapy.
Her mental health was on radar she needed to be cure, and what was more traumatic,
She was three weeks pregnant with his child.
At that time in car she didn't believed him nor she wanted to believe him but who knew truth will slap on her face.
At first in her hatred she thought to kill this unwanted child, this pregnancy was unwanted and forced. was she obliged to accept this? Even if she didn't wanted?
Nitisha kept her notepad on table across her and met her eyes,
" Prachi, your hate for him is justified. You have every right to hate him but do you think because of him you should hurt yourself?"
Staring at her in confusion she hesitated but asked,
" What? Where am I hurt? You are mistaken, I am perfectly fine. It's just I have strong hatred in me and it will be wiped off once he is wiped off."
Her eyes shined with strange emotions as she talked about him, she believed his death would way for her peace.
He created mess in her life, if he is gone mess would be gone. But she didn't knew there was problem with her which wouldn't be solve by his disappearance.
" Ask yourself do you really want this? Earlier you said you want to kill this child in your womb, can this really be right thing to do? You want to kill him, you want to kill baby, do you really want to do this?"
Nitisha never once looked away from her, her voice held calmness not wavering even when she heard or spoke prachi's scary thoughts.
Her lips trembled, blinking her eyes to look away she looked down not meeting her eyes to Nitisha seating in front of her.
Her dry eyes once again shed tears as she hiccuped, she was trying her best to clear out her chaos but she found herself getting pulled inside.
Did she really wanted this? Was she really going to kill? How did it all turn out like this? Why did she turn out like this?
No! She can't think about other things she should think about her revenge! Yes! She should think about killing him. He is sole reason for her misery, only his death could save her.
But what about that innocent child in her womb? What was his/her fault in this? Just because she/he was unwanted they can't see world? Was she really this cruel?
Holding her head in her hands she shook herself, looking down she cried, she screamed. Worries Nitisha immediately sat next to her trying to calm her.
" I don't know! I don't know! What should I do? How can I forget everything? How could I let everything go? How can I kill people? I am not monster!
It hurts! It hurts so much. Why this happened."
She was sent back to her ward, anesthesia was injected to her as she slept, this was first time she lost her control which was shocking to Nitisha.
From today's incident she decided to handle prachi's case with more care, she needed to be extra careful and patience with her.
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Ashutosh was busy collecting every little evidence against Deewan's. Earlier Misha gave him very useful documents to help him pull Deewan's behind bars.
Having search warrant with him he sat inside police car to visit Deewan's in order to catch culprits.
" Let's go, today we will sure catch that big fish"
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