My real friends

you people are my heart

This story comes from the heart all this I'm saying\ writing to you is really how I fucking feel about them so here we go....

This part is for my ex bestfriend Marissa we is still friends but not bestie. I really don't remember how we met but she told me we met like this. I was sitting down in my seat when this boy through pencil shaving in my hair and she came over there and help me take it out. So after that we got on the same bus I sat by her and thats how we became bestie until this year she said I don't want to be your best friend anymore. I said ok y she said because you too loud and you just crazy. But I have one thing to say why the fuck would you still hang out with me if you don't like the things I do this is me and I'm not changing for no damn body.but when we was bestie she was 100% loyal to me and I was 100% loyal to her.

This part is for my new best friend that I love with all my heart laNesha. Again I really don't remember how we met but this is what she told me. I'm going to tell you guys the way she told me ok. " I met jaterria on the second day I was here she was loud asf she sat by me and said hi name is jaterria and I knew from that day on we was going to be bff." And from that day we been bff and she like a sister to me I love her she like family and always will be.

This part is for laNesha twin Tyesha. Me and her are like bf of course we have our ups and downs. But what is a friendship without one I love how she is there for me like her sister. I can tell them stuff that hurt me or hurting me to them they will be there to just listen and thats fucking awesome. I'm really like bothering them a lot because they always looking sad I no thats not cute but who cares I would do all most anything to make my best friends laugh or smile because that's what best friends do.

This part is for Cedrick he is another one of my best friends but he always thinking I'm going to be perfect I'm not you can't fix what is already broken. And im not broken from love or anything like that its more. Cedrick I know I smile everyday but look a little bit closer you can see all my pain and suffering. But me and Cedrick met in Mrs hall class he sat by me. And I said a lot of stuff and he laugh at every single thing I said. And from that day on we are best friends