𝕻𝖔𝖊𝖒𝖘 <𝟑

toxic love

Dark clouds,
Hazed memory,
My love for you started in February,
lots of doubts,
That you'll ever be mine,
Though nevertheless,
You are so fine,

Now that I think of it,
You're just a phase,
A distraction, procrastination,
yet again you were worth the chase,

Finding my way to your love is like getting lost in a maze, In a jungle of emotions and fate  

thinking of you makes my heart race,    fighting through a battle of love and hate,

one day we attract,
like opposite poles of magnets,
the other we attack,

My beloved Scorpio,
My bi awakening,
You've got my world spinning,
and my rhythm flow.

The toxicity in our bond,
Is what makes our connection reach the beyond,

my apologies if I seemed distant and fake,
all these emotions at once are too much for me to take.

everything we've had is hard to come by,
making my mind want to cry.
The more we had,
The more it gets sad.
The love we shared,
Is showing how much you really cared.

I see you've found another,
the thought of this,
making my tears harder to cover,
my feelings towards you shall dismiss,
I wish she gives you her all,
all that I can't give,
(Lmao ed sheeren verse:)
cause darling you look happier, you do,
and I hope one day I'd feel it too
don't mind my well-being,
all I ever need,
is to do a good deed,
for you and my surroundings,
Now a part of me shall be missing,

My feelings towards you,
Shall have never exist,

you lead me on,
to an unwanted destination.
still I wish you two the best of luck and love,

yours only, the one who wasn't loved