Frozen Romance

If I Die 2Nite

Olivia was asleep, with Spencer still up. He didn't want to live anymore, so he grabbed a knife, and was about to cut his wrist, but Olivia woke up, and saw what he was doing. "SPENCE WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" Olivia screamed, running to him, and grabbed the knife. "Stop trying to save me, just let me die so I can see my mom again!" Spencer cried, with tears welling up in Olivia's eyes. "Spence, I could never let you die, I care about you too much, If something happened to you, I don't know what I'll do. You're my best friend, and I can't live without you, I love you, Spence." Olivia said, with tears welling up in both of their eyes. "Why do you even care so much?" Spencer cried. "Because I care about you more than anyone else, you're my best friend." Olivia said, but she really wanted it to mean more, Olivia has always been in love with Spencer, since she first met him, but she always ran from her feelings. "Fuck it, I'm leaving." Spencer said, he tried to walk towards the door, but Olivia stopped him. "You're not leaving here, you're suicidal right now, and I need to make sure that you're ok." Olivia said, with Spencer looking away. "I don't care if I die Liv, I don't belong here." Spencer said, not really meaning what he was saying, but he just misses his mom so much. "You don't mean that Spence." Olivia said, with tears falling from both of their eyes. "You don't know me Liv, just let me die." Spencer said coldly, with Olivia shaking her head. "I do know you, I know you better than anyone else, and I also know that this isn't you. Spence look at me." Olivia said, with Spencer looking at her. "If I let you die, then I couldn't live with myself, knowing that I let you just die." Olivia said, then she hugged him tightly, with Spencer hugging back. "I love you, Spence." Olivia said. "I love you too." Spencer said honestly. They pulled away, he looked at her, seeing that she was crying. "Don't shed a tear for me, I ain't happy here." Spencer said, then he looked away. Olivia shook her head, then turned his head back to her, so he could look at her. "I'm gonna cry for you Spence, you're hurting right now, and you're not happy now, but you will be soon, I will make sure of that, I promise." Olivia said, with Spencer looking at her, tears still falling from his eyes. "I'm gonna help you through this pain you're feeling right now, and I'm not gonna stop until you're back to being your old self." Olivia said, giving him a half-smile, Spencer shook his head. "I'm never gonna be the same, I'm sorry Liv." Spencer said, and he tried to move, but Olivia stopped him again, she then rewrapped her arms around his neck. "You will Spence, I know it." Olivia said. "Why are you trying to save someone who is broken?" Spencer asked, then Olivia leaned in to kiss him passionately, catching Spencer off-guard. She pulled away to stare deeply into his eyes, "Because I'm in love with you Spence since I've met you at Beverly, I've been in love with you,  and no I'm not just telling you this so you would feel better about yourself, I'm telling you this because it's true, these feelings I have for you, have always been there." Olivia said sincerely, with tears falling from Spencer's eyes. He looked away, trying not to show his emotions, but Olivia turned his head back to her and kissed him again. He hesitated in kissing her back, and Olivia knew it, so she pulled away. "What's wrong Spence?" Olivia asked him. "Liv, we can't I don't wanna hurt you." Spencer said, with Olivia shaking her head. "You won't hurt me, Spence, I know what I'm signing up for, and I don't care, I'm so in love with you Spence, and I also want to help you get better, as you girlfriend, I can't do one more second without being in a relationship with you Spence, I love you so much." Olivia said honestly, with her hand caressing his cheek. Spence shook his head, "Liv, I love you too, but I don't want to hurt you, especially when I'm hurting so bad." Spence said. "I know you don't want to hurt me, but I don't care about that, all I want to do is love you, I love you so much baby, that it hurts."

Olivia kissed him passionately again, this time Spencer kissed her back. He tried to pull away, but Olivia pulled him back towards her, kissing him with all of the passion that she has. She rubbed her hands up and down his back, Spencer picked her up, and she wrapped her legs around his waist. He brought her to the bedroom, he set her down on her two feet. "Liv..." Spencer trailed off, then he looked away. "What's wrong Spence?" Olivia asked. "We can't I don't want to hurt you." They were both very emotional. "Spencer, you won't hurt me, I know you're grieving right now, but I don't care, I want you, Spence." Olivia said, with Spencer shaking his head. "Liv, I just don't want to be a burden on you, everyone that I'm around right now, I just end up hurting them, and I don't want to do that to you." Spencer said, trying to push her away, because he doesn't believe he deserves her love after not being by his mother's side for her last moments, but Olivia wasn't falling for it. "Spence, stop trying to push me away, let me love you, and help you get through this." Olivia said, then she kissed him again, with Spencer melting into the kiss. after they kissed, she pulled him into a tight hug, with Spencer starting to cry hard into her shoulder. She rubbed his back, "It's ok baby, just remember the good times." Olivia said, with Spencer still crying. "I.. love... you" Spencer admitted, then they pulled away, with tears still in Spencer's eyes. Olivia wiped them away, then kissed him passionately, with Spencer kissing back." They pulled away, staring into each other's eyes. "Come on, let's go to bed." Olivia said, then she held her hand out, he took it, and then they both got in bed. Olivia put her head on his chest. "I love you, baby, I don't know what I would do without you." Olivia said, then she gave him a soft kiss. "I love you too." Spencer said, then Olivia fell asleep, leaving Spencer in his thoughts. He felt so alone after his mom died, but Olivia came to the rescue, and even though he tried to push her away, she didn't allow him to. It just shows how much she loves him, and even though a relationship might not be the best option for him right now, it can help him feel happy again, because after she poured her heart out to him tonight, he felt loved, and he felt happy for the first time since Grace died.

TO BE CONTINUED
Liv is always there to make him feel so much better, and they are in a relationship now, and it might not be the best decision but it is the step in the right direction🤍🤍🤍, see you guys later for another chapter love y'all 🤍🤍🤍