Frozen Romance

Lean On Me

Author's note: I recommend listening to the song while reading 🤍

OLIVIA'S POV
I was in the bed, still hurt from what had happened earlier, I can't believe that Jordan is mad with Spencer and me, it should be my dad's responsibility to tell us what happened, not Spencer's. What hurts me the most though, is the fact that I didn't get to tell Jordan that he was gonna be an uncle. It hurts me to my soul, and I'm hurt that Spencer just left me alone to go on a walk, he kept saying that he lost his best friend because of a secret that my dad wanted to keep, he forgot that I'm suffering to, just as much as Jordan is. I feel like I'm all alone again. Ever since Spencer was released from the hospital, he's been distant. I know it was a traumatic experience for him, I understand that, but that doesn't mean he can't just shut me out. I get up, to use the bathroom. I'm on my way to the bathroom, and it seems a lot further than usual. I keep walking, but a flash of light appears in front of me. Once it disappears, I see Ms. Grace standing in front of me. I'm shocked and surprised at the same time. "Ms. G-Grace?" I ask, and she nods. "Yes baby, it's me." She answers, and I hug her tightly, with her hugging me back. We pull away from the hug, "Wait, am I dead?" I ask, getting scared, with her laughing. "No you're not dead, I'm you and Spencer's guardian angel." She said, and I sigh in relief. "That's why I'm here, to help you." She told me, and I'm confused. "What do you mean, to help me?" I ask, and she just grins. "To help you with your current problem, with you feeling alone." She said, and I sigh. "Yes I know about it, ever since Spencer got out of the hospital, you've felt a little alone, because he's been distant. He's not trying to be distant, but that's just how it's turning out to be." She said, and I nod. "I know he isn't trying to be distant, but it's just turning out like that. I mean, ever since he's gotten out of the hospital, he just hasn't talked to me very often, except yesterday when Jordan got the news about my father's death. I'm worried about him Ms. Grace, because the way he left the house after Jordan blew up on us, he looked even more depressed. He tried to hide it, but I could see it in his eyes, they were full of hurt." I tell her, and she nods, getting what I'm saying. "And you're worried that he's going to become even more distant, you're worried that he's gonna go back to that dark place that he was in when you two first started dating." She says, completely understanding how I'm feeling. "Exactly, I'm worried that he will start to push me away again, and I'm even more worried now because I have our baby on the way, I'm worried that he's going to become even more distant, I-I just don't know what to do, I d-don't wanna be alone again!" I cry, finally letting out my true emotions for the first time in a couple of weeks. She hugs me tightly, and I just let all of my emotions out. She hugs me like I'm one of her own children. "Shhh, it's gonna be ok baby, but you need to tell him how you feel, I know it may seem hard, but trust me when I say this. He loves you more than anything, and he wants to make you happy, but how can he make you happy, if he doesn't know what is bothering you?" She asked me, and I get what she's saying. I pull away from the hug while wiping my tears. "I know you're right Ms. Grace, trust me I do, but I don't wanna worry him with my little issues when he's dealing with a lot too." I say, and she just shakes her head. "You see, that's the point, you don't wanna worry him, but he needs to know what he's doing to you as well, he doesn't know what's going on, so he's just gonna keep doing what he's doing. Unless you tell him what he's doing to you, making you feel all alone, and worried, he's going to keep doing it. You have to tell him, so he knows to be there for you as well, you need to remind him that you're also losing a dad, not just Jordan, tell him how you think he's been very distant lately, tell him these things, so he knows what he's doing wrong. Do you understand what I'm saying?" She asks, and I nod. "You're right, and I'll tell him." I say, which brings a smile to Ms. Grace's face. "That's my baby girl, but if you ever feel alone, you can always lean on me, I'm always here for you, no matter what." She told me, and we both hug tightly. "Thank you for everything Ms. Grace, I missed you so much." I say. "I miss you too, and remember what I said, if you feel all alone, you can always lean on me." She said before a flash of light came. I woke back up in the bed, with Spencer right next to me, sleeping as peacefully as he could sleep. I kiss his cheek softly. "I love you so much, baby." I say before I fall back into the bed. I plan on telling him later, just like Ms. Grace told me, I'm so glad that I have her with me always in spirit. With her, I always have someone to lean on, and I never feel alone with her or Spencer, they are my two angels, one on earth, and one in heaven, the two people I lean on for my everyday life.

TO BE CONTINUED
One of the fan favs is back, ik y'all missed this book, I did too. See y'all later for another chapter 🤍