BELLAMY'S POV
We were lucky to find this place. No, this hadn't been luck; this had been a fucking miracle. Everything had been going just fine until Y/N decided to listen to Finn instead of listening to me. It irked me; everything about them together made me sick. Y/N was my girl but surely Finn couldn't have cared any less; it didn't matter if Clarke was clearly into him as he seemed to indulge into that relationship too, but when Y/N was around... Fuck.
"Alright so, it's like a simple room back in the Ark. Nothing fancy or extravagant. I like it." Y/N came back from inspecting the other side of the bunker "It looks totally unused. Weird, right?" I eyed her as she sat down on the couch at one side "So, how long do you think we'll be stuck in here?"
I didn't answer straight away, I didn't want to yell and I knew if I opened my mouth, that was all that was going to come out. I clenched my jaw, still facing the wall opposite to where she stood.
"Bell? Are you okay?" her voice was so smooth and calming, it almost angered me more "Did the fog touch..."
"I just don't get it!"
"What?"
"You and Finn!" I turned around; I was chiming and, as much as I tried to keep it low, my anger was getting the best of me.
"I really don't know what you're talking about." she crossed her legs on the couch and did the same with her arms over her chest.
"Really?" I breathed in deeply, closing my eyes for a moment. "Then why did you follow him instead of listening to me, yet again?"
"I honestly thought we'd find something this way."
"Really?" I reproached her once again, my hands on my hips. "Or was it because Finn came up with that idea and not me?"
"Oh, please. You aren't seriously saying what I think you're saying."
I started pacing the room again. I was so angry, so confused, so... I could have lost her. I could have lost sight of her for just one second and the fog could have just taken her. We could have died if I hadn't found this place. And all because she wanted to 'check Finn's idea; he could be right, Bellamy'. His idea? Be right? My ass.
"I can't stand it..." I thought out loud; I knew I sounded enraged, the truth was, I was "I could have lost you, Y/N!"
"Bellamy..."
"I could have lost you because you wanted to do what Finn said and not what I said..."
"Bellamy..."
"And the way Finn looks at you? You're mine!"
"God, I can't even stand Finn!"
"...and he follows you like a lost puppy..."
"Bellamy!"
"... it's so clear he wants to get you into bed and it just..."
"Bellamy, for sucks sake, listen to me!"
"No!" I yelled back at her "I'm tired of this. I'm tired of feeling on the verge of losing you every second he's around!"
"I love you! I'm in love with you, you fucking idiot! Why is that so fucking hard for you to understand!"
My head immediately snapped up to look at her. She's... in love with me? I must have misheard that. She had jumped from the couch, her fists clenched at her sides and her eyebrows furrowed.
"Y/N...I..."
"No, I'm not taking it back. I meant it; no, I mean it." she rubbed her face as she fell back down on the sofa. "You forced me to yell it because you just wouldn't listen! That's not how these things are supposed to go... And now I'm angry myself, so I hope you're happy."
