Murderer {Cake Hoodings}

Chapter 27:

The boys are having so much fun in Japan.. they are having more fun than what ive had in my entire life.

Q: White and gold OR Blue and black

A: Blue and black.

Song Of The Day: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams ...again By: Green Day

"I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's only me and I walk alone"    

(you know the drill now..)  

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 recap from cake chapter:

Luke keeps trying to convince me that it will be fine and that even if they react bad he wont care. But i dont want that. I want his parents to like me.

Ive never felt this way about someone before and i want everything to be perfect.

But if Lukes parents dont like me, then this wont work.

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L u k e

Calum finally gave in after hours to come with me to see my parents and brothers. To say im nervous is an understatement. I keep telling Calum that it will be okay but i think im trying to reassure myself more than to him.

We are leaving to go now and i dont know how to feel. Im happy because im with Calum and i finally have courage to tell my loved ones... but im nervous they wont approve and will tell me i cant see him or if they kick me out.

I just want them to accept me for my choice. And if they dont i dont know what i will do with myself.

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C a l u m

I just hope this all goes well. If they dont like me then i will have to leave Luke... they will end up trying to keep me away from him anyway. I just dont want that.

I want to be able to hold Luke. To cheer him up when hes sad. To be the one who makes him laugh. But i cant do this if i cant be near him.

I sigh a loud sigh and i feel Luke jump a little as we are walking to his house.

"What are you thinking about?" Luke says glancing at me before looking to the ground.

I sigh again and stop walking. Luke stops too and looks at me confused.

"I-I d-dont w-want to l-lose y-you.." I say lowly my voice cracking at the end and i curse myself for acting so childish.