This one shot is based on an interview Isayama gave a while ago, where he mentioned that Levi is inexperienced, concerning romance.
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As stern and cold hearted, as he was in fight, he was in private matters. He blocked of every small try from me to get to know him. I've joined the scouts three years ago and not even once he tried to speak to me, commands excluded. I'm talking about Levi Ackerman. He's my captain and I've got my eyes on him for quite a while now, but nothing has happened at this point. I didn't want to put him under pressure at that matter anyways, but it's frustrating. After joining his team I thought we might get a bit closer, but the opposite was the case. Some days I felt like he avoided me at all cost.
I sat on the roof, like most nights. My insomnia may kill me one day, but I didn't thought too much about it. Silence surrounded me and I looked up at the sky. Stars were twinkling everywhere. It was a beautiful sight. Their light was the only thing that broke through the darkness.
A small noise made me look behind me, but the only thing I saw, was a door that was falling shut again. Wondering who that might have been, I got up and approached it. As I took a look inside, darkness was the only thing I saw. As silently as possible I went inside and followed the long corridor. Maybe some tea would help me sleep.
The moment I entered the kitchen I took a sharp breath. My desired person was right in front of me. I tried to leave as quietly and quickly as possible, but he turned around.
"(Y/N), what are you doing here?",he asked me in his usual desinterested tone.
"I was about to leave, sorry for disturbing you",I took a step backwards.
"That's not an answer to my question."
"I wanted to get tea, but I won't disturb you any further."
I was almost out the door, when he called me back.
"(Y/N) get your ass back here and sit down", his voice was different than usual.
He really wanted me to stay here, with him. At that moment I couldn't even get a hold on how lucky I was. As I sat down he put a cup of tea on the table for me.
"You can't sleep either?",I just shook my head. "That makes two of us now."
"Why can't you sleep?",as soon as I asked I felt regret.
His usually blank face showed a short glimpse of emotion. It looked like pain. Deep pain combined with pure hate. Hate against what? Maybe against titans, the world or maybe, and that was worst for me, against me, for that question.
He sat down next to me, with not much space between us.
"Sorry I shouldn't have asked...",I murmured but he cut me off.
"Stop apologizing all the time."
I was just about to say sorry again, but his sharp look stopped me. So we just sat there for a while, without saying anything.
"What were you doing at the roof?", he asked me.
"Looking at the stars usually calms me down. It reminds me of the ones we lost and gives me the feeling that they're still here."
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