chapter 3 - interruptions
I had just woken up and i already brushed my teeth. Then the doorbell rang, "who is it!?" i yelled. I could hear a sudden "uhh" from outside the door. "Yea, yea coming.." i said as i rushed to the door. Brian smirked and showed me a little glass horse. "Thats cute" i looked up at him and saw a bunch of curls upon his face. "Come inside," i requested, "its cold." as brian walked inside, he set down the tiny horse and went into the kitchen. "What're you doing in there?" i lazily groaned, about to fall asleep. "Nothing, nothing." he mumbled, " you sound tired." "mhm" i nodded in agreement and fell back to sleep on the sofa.
I was having a nightmare and woke up to brian looking at me, sitting next to me. I felt beads of sweat falling down my face and almost cried. I quickly hugged him and soon felt a wave of relief flush over me. "Im so- im really sorry." i backed away from him and rubbed my eyes. "Nono, its fine." he extended his arm as an invitation, so i gladly took it and leaned against him. "How are you so warm?" brian asked. "I dont know," i replied with, "i just woke up." i looked up at him as he was looking down at me. "And why are you acting so nice?" he raised one of his eye brows and slightly smirked. "I dont know, i just- i just feel like it i guess." i scratched my neck and leaned back down on him.
As i leaned on him i heard his gasp quietly, yet fast. "Is something wrong?" i questioned. "Nono, nothings wrong." he looked down at me once again. I could see that something was wrong with the expression on his face. "I can tell when somethings up, " i mentioned, "spit it out." "its embarrassing," i heard him break down with a sigh. "I know you hate me and shit, but i feel like its something that shouldn't be happening." "get to the point." i told him. "alright , alright.." he rushed, "i like you. I know its dumb and all and i shouldn't have feeli-" i put my finger on his mouth, "shh, shh." i calmed him down, " your talking too much." "but i-" i interrupted him once again, " shh!" i lazily said. He moved his arm and accidentally brushed it against my thigh. He gulped and i just stared into his eyes. what a galaxy, how many stars his eyes can take. How many things he saw in his eyes. I stared deeper into his eyes and didnt notice the print rising under his pants. my god, how huge. I got up and walked to the bathroom and did what i needed to while brian just sat on the couch.
I sort of woke up a bit more from the buzzing out the restroom door and finally realised what happened. "Yea, who is it!" i asked loudly. "Its the boys" brian yelled back to me. I sighed, rolled my eyes and walked out the door. I grabbed my robe from the hook behind the door and went to the living room. "heyy!..." freddie slumped in the door and threw himself on the couch. "He kinda got a bit drunk." john said, mimicking his hand to his words. Roger just walked in the flat as if he owned it. He went inside the kitchen to do- well something. I walked over to brian and bent down to ask, " can we talk later?" he widened his eyes, "yea, sure." well, what i plan to talk about with him is to share my feelings with him. Maybe it was too fast on how i fell, so deeply in love with him. I dont know, i feel like its best to be open to him right now.
the rest of the boys were already gone, but brian was left. "Can we talk now?" i asked him, while the both of us were sitting on the sofa. "ehh, yea." he replied and nodded his head. "Remember that time you hid my book?" i said. "yea" he told me back. "well, i dont know how, but-" i was speaking as roger barged in the room, obviously drunk. Me and brian looked at him at the same time and i widened my eyes. "What the hell are you doing here?" i whispered-yelled. "Are ya-are you guys shagging?" roger stumbled over nothing and blinked his eyes slowly. I looked over to brian with a concerned look as he looked back at me. He widened his eyes and i stood up and pushed roger out of the room, "hell no we aren't!" i said while pushing him out. I took a deep breath and sat down with brian until we heard rogs footsteps move away from the door. I looked down at his hand and felt his eyes laying on me, " ok." i said, "i think i have feelings for you too." i then looked back up at him and felt relieved. "god y/n, ive been wanting to hear that from you for so long." he said under his breath. He put his hand on my thigh and slowly stopped smiling, but in a quite good way. I think i know what this meant. I stared at his hand on my thigh and looked at his eyes while smirking. "I want to-" it sounded like he wanted to say it but something stopped him. "I can't stop thinking about you," he started another sentence, "all day long."
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