Saving Me From Myself ( The Weeknd ࿎ Abel Tesfaye Fanfic )

Emmy Pt.2 (Chapter 18)

(Jess's POV)
Abel has been acting weird around Emmy since yesterday. Every time he sees her he asks if we can go somewhere or do something else.

I figured it was because she's always trying to flirt with him and maybe she's just been too much for him to handle since we got here, so Ive just been going along with it.

Mom asked if I wanted to go to the mall with her, and even though I didn't feel like going, I said yes because Abel and I are leaving tomorrow night.

As we were walking towards forever 21 (which we used to go to all the time when I still lived at home) we talked about what felt like everything.

"So," she smirked at me suddenly.

I scrunched up my face in confusion.

"You and Abel.."

"Oh my god, mom. No."

"What!" She laughed. "I just.. you guys seem closer than before."

I look down at my shoes like a little kid as we walk, and smile at the thought of him.

She makes a noise of amusement and I look up to see her smirking at me.

I roll my eyes in response. "We're still just friends. We just.. trust each other a little more."

"I don't knowwww," she exaggerates the last word. "You seem so happy when you see him. And you try to hide it, but I can see it."

"Mom. We're done talking about this."

(Abel's POV)
Jess went to the mall with her mom so I figured I'd take some time to work on some music.

I grabbed my Mac and decided to lay outside on one of the reclined pool chairs. As soon as I got comfortable, of course Emmy comes out after me.

"Watcha working on?" She asks pulling a chair next to me and sitting.

"Uhm, just work stuff."

I try to act like I don't care that she's here and type away at my computer.

She waits a minute then sighs. "Hey," she says closing my laptop. "Do that later." She climbs over me and moves my laptop to the other chair so that she's sitting in my lap.

"Em, stop,"

She licks her lips and starts to slowly grind on me and I know she can feel me start to get hard because she speeds up.

Fuck.

Without thinking, I grip her hips and pull her harder into me. She moans and slows down her pace, leaning down and kissing me. And I kiss her back.

I don't know why the fuck I'm letting this happen.

She starts fiddling with my pants and I run my hands down her legs, to my buckle, and help her undo it.

I groan as she slides her hand into my boxers, finding my length, and wrapping her hand around it.

"Abel," she starts. "I want you in me." She starts to stroke me in my pants.

"Fuck," I groan, letting her work me in her hand.

Getting suddenly desperate, I flip us over so I'm on top and pull her shorts off so she's only in her lacy-red panties and her white T-shirt.

She smirks at me pulls them off herself while staring me in the eyes.

Holy fuck, this is so wrong.

At this point, I just want nothing more than her body. I honestly don't give a shit how this is gonna be for her right now.

I break eye contact and grab the side of the chair for support while pushing myself into her with my other hand roughly, not really trying to be gentle.

She gives a small yelp before covering her mouth with one hand and gripping my arm tightly with her other, digging her nails into me.

I thrust in and out of her as deep as a can and as quickly as I want. She uncovers her mouth and grips my shoulder as she moans half out of pain and half out of pleasure.

She sounds like Jess when she moans.

I shake the thought away and get rougher with her.

"Abel, slo.. slow down,"

I ignore her and keep going, only really trying to pleasure myself.

I groan loudly as I finish inside her and breath heavily trying to catch my breath.

She pushes me away from her.

"What the fuck was that?!" She says as she picks up her clothes from the ground.

I shrug and do up my pants. Maybe that was mean, but she wouldn't leave me the fuck alone. She asked for it.

"Fuck you, Abel," she says clearly pissed. "That's not how you fuck a girl."

I sit back down in the pool chair starting to get annoyed. "Yea you're right. I usually do a lot better with your sister."

I bite the inside of my cheek realizing what I just said.

She looks at me with a surprised face.

"You're fucking Jess?" She whisper yells. "Oh my god, she's gonna kill me. This is gonna ruin our relationship. Fuck." She starts pacing back and forth in front of me.

She looks at the ground lost in thought then looks up and shoots me a look. "You better not tell her what we did." She scolds at me, looking worried with a hint of sadness.

"No shit." I say trying to hide the fact that I'm freaking out inside.

Why the fuck did I do that?? Shit. Shit. Shit. I just railed Jess's sister so that I could get off. Fucking dumb ass. I don't even like this bitch.