His girl ♥️ By : me

F you !

The next day I woke up really sore . I walked down stairs nobody was up yet now is the time to head to bucks . I grabbed my jacket and headed out the door.

"Hey buck " I said as I opened the door "hey y/n looking for dally " buck said I nodded he pointed up stairs . I went into Dallas room "idiot wake up" I said "y/n what ya doing here ? I will be killed if your brothers find out your here " he said "Dal I don't give a shit about my brothers anymore all I want is you . " I said . "Y/n you know that's a lie you love them " he said . "Dose the gang for give me yet?" He asked "nope Johnny forgives you and I am trying to convince pony too
But no one else dose . " I said he looked down . "They will have to get over it today come on let's go " I said pulling him out of bed suddenly realizing he had not shirt on . "Like what you see doll ?" He said while smirking. "Oh shut it Winston get ready let's go !" I said .he got ready and we were out the door .

We arrived at the house . "Ready ?" He said "ready " I said we both walked in . Everyone looked at us . "Y/n didn't we tell you stay away from him baby " soda said with sympathy. "Yeah but I love him and even if you guys do not except I don't give a shit ! Guys I am not a little kid anymore you keep acting like I am four ! So yeah I am in love with Dallas Winston and you can't stop it " I said . Darry walks up to me and soda walks up to dally . Oh i am dead
"So you really love him ?" Darry said looking at Dallas . "Yes " I said winking at dally . "Fine I guess you can dat" he said then stupid soda barged in "what's happening ? !" Ponyboy says . "She might end up like him she can't date him " soda said . "Doll there right maybe we shouldn't date .." Dal says "your kidding right ?" I said almost crying . "No I'm sorry but your bothers are right we can still
Be friends though ?" He said "alright bye Winston " I said tearing up . "Bye doll.." he says as he left . "I Hate You all !" I yelled as I ran into my room. Why did they have to always do this to me ! Every since my parents died they never let me do anything I can't even be around other greaser guys . I decided to grab out my blade I kept under my bed I also grabbed my water bottle and a towel . I then started to cut my arms a little . I needed to feel something other then pain I finished a cleaned it up . I then grabbed a journal I had and started making lyrics.

Here I am again, the same old situation
Why does the guy thing have to be so complicated
I should've played it cool, instead I made a fool
Oh, the things I do
'Cause I'm young and I'm dumb
I do stupid things when it comes to love
And even if I always end up crying
Well, you can't blame a girl for trying, oh oh
No, you can't blame a girl for trying, oh
I should've shut my mouth, I could've kept it quiet
I might have freaked him out 'cause I was so excited
But I just couldn't wait, I took a leap of faith
Oh, the things I say
'Cause I'm young and I'm dumb
I do stupid things when it comes to love
And even if I always end up crying
Well, you can't blame a girl for trying, oh oh
No, you can't blame a girl for trying, oh no no

As I finished someone I never thought I would see came in .......