Your's

twenty

One night, got them on their own in the cellar and be all like,

"God, I am so cold, can I get under that blanket with you for a minute?"

Jaehyun slowly slide his half-body under the blanket she been using.

"If only I kisses you first, that's not a green light for you ask for more."

Jaehyun staring at her, chuckled. Resting his head on her shoulder, leaning closer. "Noona, please"

"Once you're under a blanket you can't see your hands- so you can't be held responsible for their whereabouts."

"Well, I can be responsible for the rest of my life- if you want."

"Stop it, little boy. How do you think desperate I am?"

For her, romance isn't a thing for a people like her and Jaehyun- a pair of human like them. He just so young, plus, romance should be born from both pair. But then, she realize to a fun fact, she and Jinyoung coincidently share same terms and conditions, whilst, romance is for people in stories.

Deciding to stay as friend-in an awkward term, what Jinyoung ask for. She don't care much or less. In her life, Jinyoung matter the most, what he want for obviously her priority.

It's been 2 weeks and this feelings still lingers. Everyday is an another struggle as she should enjoy life with the encounter of her person again. Would be able to come out from this sucking sad-ing reality that stole the precious lifetime or not. Already tired from life-stress, now getting stuck with when-to-end relationship kind of thing.

The calm morning turns into chilly one when he stood right at her house gate.

"What?"

"Let's go, groceries?"

"How do you know I'm out for groceries?"

None out from the most lovely guy of her life. He decided to leave, come back with painful truth and rejection and this morning here again, in front her house?

"I hate you."

"Go ahead,"

It's been a while since the last time out for groceries, with him. She indeed loves it but let's keep it professional. He didn't love you, girl. Move on.

How gorgeous he could be? even in a grocery shopping, he could turn into the most beautiful fairy she ever seen. Jinyoung lead all the way, he knows what she need, without notify. How to focus, how to move on?

When he pout, when he pull her close to his chest when nearly being hit by another cart, when he reach for higher cereals, and how sweet his body smells.

"How do you stop loving someone?"

Jinyoung turn over by her question, yet still look lovely; his eyes.

"When you don't want to love someone anymore, because it hurts too much, how do you stop?"

He smiles,

the street echoes the noise from cars, some random high school girls laughing after school, and a couple walk hand by hand in front of them.

"you don't, Aena. Let just, let it go."

See how easy he drove someone crazy? How easy asking to let it go when he's the one who keep coming back and pretend he rules the relationship of two.