"Being a fan of someone who you hardly know could seem quite unnatural. but I think it's the purest type of love."
"I don't want you to be my fan, I want you to be mine."
JinyoungxJaehyun
(my two peachy boys)
Two years friending with Jinyoung, the best creature. The urge to make him her eternally was real.
Her stomach physically ached and she keep on looking at her phone multiple times to see if he texted her and want to date her.
Her heart broken into million pieces.
Curling her tiny body on the bed. Even the warm bed she always lay on feels cold today, and the table lamp that always piercing wasn't functioning today.
She wish she could turn back the time, and undo what she did and unsay what she said. She wish there's something she could say to change his mind.
She still processing the pain that he didn't have any feelings for her, from the start. Processing the fact that he just let himself to be her friend, only.
All the affections suddenly gone.
The vibrating sounds came from inside her bag,
she still in the curling. It's a feeling of don't talk to me right now.
,And the phone keep on vibrating. Make her giving up, slowly slide herself to the table where's she put her bag,
the moment her phone right on her palm, the caller end the call, miss call. She back to lay, without checking who's the caller.
Not until a message pop up.
Jinyoung:
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Oh my god.
He's here. She doesn't want to be considered as ironic or norm but she's acting exactly like how she's describing.
She suddenly lost all the energy, feeling like couldn't walk anymore. Pain filling her body, physically bringing her down. And now having the guy she want for the rest of her life in front of her house door, totally worn her out.
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Is there's still got things to talk? Being with him for two years, stuck as friends. Spending all the seasons together, let each others to hold. And today he said, he's not looking out for love.
He's not the one who hurt her, but the fact that he's only let himself to think her as a friend, hurt.
The moment she peek through the window,
there's him, Park Jinyoung. With her favourite attire that she loves when he wore,
Unbeatable, still in love.
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