I cried as I typed up my departure statement, as soon as I finished I posted it .
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I wasn't even thinking about the real anymore I was just sad about naya's death , it was so sudden and it broke my heart
I looked down at my first to see a sibling's call from just tia and tahj , I answered immediately and they were crying with me
"I just c- can't believe it" tahj said as he breathes heavily "me either I was just talking to her" Tia had her phone on her dresser
"I-" I couldn't even speak I just wanted her to be here I wanted her back . "Calm down tahj" Tia came out of her bathroom wiping her face
Sitting her phone back down "tahj slow deep breaths in and out" Tia noticed as well as me . "In out in our" Tia and I both dated
His breath started to slow back down and he was in condition to talk "I just can't even fathom it" he told us , "I just wanna hug you so bad " Tia frowned
We spoke for a couple more hours getting tahj to calm down and then we need the call . When I got back on Instagram I saw everyone texting me
I answered questions on why I left the real and that was it , I spoke to the ladies of the real and we are still very close and nothing is going to change
We still have our groupchat It's just not the real ladies anymore , just the friends . "I love you guys , talk tmr yea?" They replied yea then loni ended our call
I sat up off my bathroom floor and looked around , I looked into the mirror and smiled . I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder
A fresh start for me and my family is all I need right bow
